time is as time does.
time spent away, with strangers, but doing much - is that lost?
time spent with friends doing not much - what is that?
my friends move away from my home town, some stay, i hover, and wander for another year. another year away from my (arbitrary) home, a year, learning hopefully what i need to know, and learning the art of the even keel. i am the calm little center of the universe.
my friends move away. my friends don't post much anymore.
i know i'm gone, but none of you are there either. disinsipration abounds, a minor downer to my altered state, both the instant and the constant.
i'm fucking enlightened. too bad the world is such a downer.
/ 
time spent away, with strangers, but doing much - is that lost?
time spent with friends doing not much - what is that?
my friends move away from my home town, some stay, i hover, and wander for another year. another year away from my (arbitrary) home, a year, learning hopefully what i need to know, and learning the art of the even keel. i am the calm little center of the universe.
my friends move away. my friends don't post much anymore.
i know i'm gone, but none of you are there either. disinsipration abounds, a minor downer to my altered state, both the instant and the constant.
i'm fucking enlightened. too bad the world is such a downer.
/
everything ends.
that is beautiful, i think.
because things that do not end would be horrific, no matter how wonderful they were when they began.
life is change, i hope.