piracy

drunk as always. trying to be inspired.

it's hard tobe nocturnal and a farmer. it really doesn't work.


one of my biggest problems is that i'm more motivated the longer i'm awake up to about 20hrs.

which correlates to my total lack of motivation in getting up, and immediatly affter i've gotten up. i'm very vulnerable to excuses towards returning to sleep.

certainly when alone - it's like the whole world is somewhere else..


i was driving tonight, looking out the open window, and thinking how far away the world looked, like under glass or on tv. a remove or two away.

except it was the real world, and i was sober.