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doin the tourist thing.

tuesday: bart, the metreon, movies, sonoma.
wednesday: sonoma, crissy field, golden gate bridge, marin headlands,
yesterday, exploratorium, haightashbury, chinatown,
today so far: the zeum (made a claymation movie of a polar bear vs. a clown, also beat metafield twice!! http://www.billkeays.com/metaField.htm ), ice skating
to do tonight: alex gray gallery opening reception
tomorrow: sf moma, see a perfect circle, other stuff too...
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on the thing that is no longer an issue. it was hyperprocessed and is past.

-it was the most intersting thing to happen to me in weeks.

+/-, i allowed myself to obsess.. i mean, girls, celebrity, pop culture, girls... there's reams of paper in those subjects. i could write, so i did. honesty for it's own sake, as policy.

i've been reading a lot...
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todays topic: what are you supposed to do when you run into sg's on the street?

you know them, they don't know you. you've seen naked pictures of them on the internet, but that's not really the best way to start a conversation.

(though i've never tried. i suppose it could work, if done right...)

last night, i went too far, probably, in the other...
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ponyboycurtis:
youre caught in a loop
holly:
i think you're thinking about things way to much. and i am pretty sure i remember our conversation from the other night, and it didnt seem that odd at all. sounded like all the other conversations i have with people that recognize me, but that dont have a "posting relationship" with me. of course it's going to be a little odd.....i mean going up to anyone that you "know" but they dont know you is a little uncomfortable, mutiply that by the fact that you can see me naked at your will....but the thing is......most SGs dont mind. we all know that meeting members outside of SG designated events happens. pretty often actually. it's exciting and rad to meet people. .

i cant help wonder if maybe i put out an unfriendly vibe, because i certainly didnt mean to. i hang out with members all the time and have made some really great friends off the site.

hmmmm i am long windered...so i think the answer (and of course i can only answer for myselft) is saying exactly like you did, "hey you're on SG right"...."yea i'm _____" "oh rad my member name is ______but my real name is _______". "That's awesome, it's not that often that i get to meet SG cause (whatever)"....then move to small talk aside from website, feel out conversation, shake hands and boom...there ya go.
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the legendary event occured, and i can't stop being wierd about it.


there was something insightfull i was going to say, something in my mind as i woke up, but it's gone like dreams.


so here's the story:
going out to dinner with the fam. dad and i walked from the apt., arrive early and go to sit in the bar.

except i nearly fall...
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i've entered a chat community, finally , for the first time ever. a bit amazing to me that through my entire wired life i've never been in a realtime online community to the point that the anonymous entities on the other end actually have (something like) personalities for me, they're practically people.

and i watch all the drama that naturally ensues...it's a roomfull of strangers...
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ponyboycurtis:
ive lost so much weight
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what can i say?

my life is simple, with subtle texture, a fractal surface describing perverse equations.

it's raining. it's been over two weeks since it rained.

i know that, i know what phase the moon is in and when it will rise tonight.

i have three days left to fix the hose bibs, redo and expand the irrigation on the deck, dig in the...
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ponyboycurtis:
goddamn your pictures made me smile
gadget:
Will is my last name.
I usually don't call tattoos flare, but I meant all body modifications...I heard someone say it once and thought it was great...because it made me think of that line "I don't really like talking about my flare" cause that's exactly how I feel about my ink and piercings.

I don't want to crush his spirits I just want him to communicate more so I don't have to imagine everything under the sun. He could just tell me the truth so I don't assume the worse.
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i got "new" pix up.

i probably shouldn't've. i blew my whole "mystery" angle...
gadget:
oh no! not the mystery!
piracy:
the thrill is gone away for good!