feelin bit sorry for myself 2day. hit me that im actually leaving and im gonna miss this shity little town. i go to colchester alot but i dont actually know anyone and seems im moving alone i can see myself gettin quite lonely. and on top of that my kittens are going to their new home next wk and my best mate is moving bout 2 hours away. ive had worse things happen but i think sometimes it better to have bad shit happen and have people around to support you rather than nothing happening and no one around. just so fed up of doing everything alone. all i want is a stable group of people i can have fun with and know will always be there.
is that too much to ask?
least when i move i dont have to see my mum as much. she does my head in. shes got her new fella and 3 new daughters to play with. it makes me sick to see her all best friends with them and she thinks givin me lots of money will make me forgive her for all the shit she caused in the past. just shows she really dont know me and makes me angry that she thinks im that shallow.
on a positive i got my belly pierced 2day to cheer me up.
is that too much to ask?
least when i move i dont have to see my mum as much. she does my head in. shes got her new fella and 3 new daughters to play with. it makes me sick to see her all best friends with them and she thinks givin me lots of money will make me forgive her for all the shit she caused in the past. just shows she really dont know me and makes me angry that she thinks im that shallow.
on a positive i got my belly pierced 2day to cheer me up.
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Good luck moving, remember it's never as stressful as it seems. At the very worst you can just chuck everything in bin bags.
I feel like i've moved all over the place in the last few months, but i'm settled in my new place now, i'm actually at my dads this second gathering the rest of my bin bags full of crap!
So it must be at least a half decent thing!