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Thursday Aug 08, 2002

Aug 8, 2002
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So this is completely late! Not only have I been extremely lazy lately, but also swamped with work...which is where I normally update this little thing!

So everyone wants to know about NYC!
two words: FUCKING AMAZING!

So on Saturday we drive out to NY and so basically the whole day is shot, because we didnt't get there until 9:00. The drive was long and scenic...except for Ohio...which is nothing but a flat wasteland! PA is beautiful but way too FUCKING long to be in. I mean when you are in a state for 7 hours..you often ask yourself...when the hell does this end!
Fortunately I think I got some pretty neat pictures from the car ride. I have to have somewhere near 30 barn pictures! hahahah It just looked like somewhere I would like to live...away from everything with nothing but space to contemplate.
NY HERE WE ARE:
Like i said we get to NY and we just basically eat pizza and go to bed! The next day was sort of shot too, because my friend Rob got sick to the stomach, so he wasn't in the mood to show us around the city. The only thing we could do was go down to the WTC and see the bottomless pit that was left over. I have to say that i was a bit disgusted by what I saw. Not the fact that the action happened, but how many people were trying to make money off of such a travesty. But I didn't expect anything less. It was almost a given that that would be going on. I guess it just kind of puts a foul taste in my mouth to think that those lives are being profitted off of. Anyhow it was a real solemn thing..and for some reason exceptionally quiet around there...I don't know if that was because it was Sunday or because noone knew what to say!
The only problem I have with NYC is that there are too many punk rock kids...I mean everywhere you look you got an indie rocker...punk rocker..skinhead...crustie you name it and they've got it...it seems like it isn't some weird subculture..
there are just too many people there doing the same thing...it makes it kind of lame! BUt the overall air of NYC is amazing and I can't wait to get back there!
CBGB'S
amazing place...what every punk rock place should be...i saw an authentic NY city beatdown! hahahah also i got to see Andy...and even though he was basically pretty busy talking to all kinds of people, I got to spend sometime talking to him...and it made me happy and actually made my trip! As we get to hang out more and more it makes me definately want to get to know everything I can about him! So I can definately not wait till I get to go back at the end of the month to visit him! T-minus 17 days!

Well i can definately say that this week has been hectic but getting away for only a couple days made me realize alot of shit!
One is that I need to move sometime soon. The east is calling my name...and I think that I need a change!

Two alot of people who know me know about this site..which makes me totally uncomfortable because it's as though I have to hide what I really want to say. I don't need everyone to know my buisness and there was something a bit exciting about not really knowing who was looking at this...but now it has become probably topics of conversation between people who know me...so I guess I may have to limit what I say and do here!

Another thing I have realized is, is that even though I get lonely...I have alot of people who are willing to deal with my ridiculous nature...and its really good to have friends because they make things less of a weight on me...at least they make me feel less like I am alone in the world!

The final thing I have realized is that I have been missing my photography! Being so busy has not give n me the chance to let my creativity free! So I have decided I am going to take a class to brush up on some things...and basically get back into it! I think it is something I need to do for myself!

So my sanity is slowly coming back to me...and I thank all of you who have been amazing to talk with...I guess SG provides me with more than just an outlet it provides me with people who are actually decent!

BTW what would be the place you would want to visit the most nowadays? I think I want to go to Cali soon..and I need to make a trip to europe...Backpacking in europe...doesn't that sound dandy!

~muah

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