today was finals...what a mess...i don't even care anymore...
I mean it's like pointless to worry about something that is no longer in your control.
This semester was so unmotivated...working through my normal life, love life, social life, and school life left me in a depression not worth getting out of...
I fell so many times these past couple months, that I could have sincerely just left myself behind....
I'm sick of being in love with someone who does not share my same affections...to long for someone the way I long for him is ridiulous...and it has had a profound effect on everything I think and do....
well thank god that school is over...at least I only have one more paper to write, and then I am gone...
it's one of those days where I don't knwo what I am feeeling...all i know is I'm tired!
~muah
I mean it's like pointless to worry about something that is no longer in your control.
This semester was so unmotivated...working through my normal life, love life, social life, and school life left me in a depression not worth getting out of...
I fell so many times these past couple months, that I could have sincerely just left myself behind....
I'm sick of being in love with someone who does not share my same affections...to long for someone the way I long for him is ridiulous...and it has had a profound effect on everything I think and do....
well thank god that school is over...at least I only have one more paper to write, and then I am gone...
it's one of those days where I don't knwo what I am feeeling...all i know is I'm tired!
~muah
and then: MEXICO,here i come ::: time to relax and let all of the beautiful feelings relive again ...
trust me:::on this one,
i've been there
(in that situation, i mean, not mehico)
cheers
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