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To bad I have to be such a fucking complainer.


does anyone want to show me how to crush my enemies without harming the innocent?
trim:
yes i do
evilogre:
I just wanted to thank you for the add! Stop by any time. skull
Ogre
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Just call me Honey Brown, sir. I'll drink to that.

So, devotion without praise, and simple truths turned scary and complicated. I'm not ready for anything other than myself. I'm not ready to give up.


I met a girl who I must have fallen in love with. She has the most perfect face and the best smile. I would stare at her during drawing class...
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rolaand:
we do what we have to do wink

good luck smile
lauraelaine:
I know I am a thousand years late on commenting on this blog, but what you wrote, about drawing her...that was so sweet.
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Apologies are so insincere.

"Dear child, I only did to you what the sparrow did to you; I am old when it is fashionable to be young; I cry when it is fashionable to laugh. I hated you when it would have taken less courage to love."

Hawt. certain words, passions, intellectual stimulation. Hawt hawt hawt. I want to live with an artist who engraves...
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desmodius:
tup tup drink up. my usual routine when i drink: two shot quervo, one bud light, smoke, repeat until you can't feel feelings anymore...lol
trim:
routines blow my ass, and motivation is a bitch
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To be a leech and to bathe in clean waters is absurd.
trim:
perhaps...........................yeah you're right
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My mind has been made, but unfortunately not my bed.

Antropology it is, but I will never give up art, it is, after all, a very big part of my personality. ARRR!!!
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trim:
let's go take fashion photographs, you being the fashionable one of course
nenia:
hihi. miao!!
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I smile inside because I know this emotion very well.

I cry on the outside because I can't handle it anymore. <br> I don't know what Im going to do with the rest of my life.
Antropology? Art School? Where the hell has this year gone?

why can't I make up my mind in anything?
desmodius:
the good news about your debacle is that you are only eighteen years old. you have plenty of time to figure out which one you want to do if either really. you may wake up tomorrow with a strong yearning to be a chef... you never know... you have to decide which one you want to do the most and hope you were right... ain't life altering decisions fun? lol
if i were you though, i would go with taking anthropology as a major and taking art as an extra if that is possible. you can always switch the classes out if you decide you like the other more.
if i knew how to make up my mind i might have went somewhere...lol.
this year is going really fast... i hope it goes slower this summer, it seems like the year is racing by and i ain't having the time tyo enjoy any of it. like yeaterday i woke up and it was just turning to february...
anyway. besides all that, i hope you are doing good. chaos is a part of life lass. a fun part if you look at it right...


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capncookie:
MAKE ART ABOUT ANTHROPOLOGY!!! You can illustrate all kinds of books about it and cool stuff like that.
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As monuments, we collide.

I open my mouth to release butteflies. A swarm is released instead. My dear, I didn't mean to sting you, these lips will suck the venom, I will swallow my own actions.

My dear, I do not care to see you lie. My trust in the masculine gender has tainted, and aged like a fine cheese. I can't reason, I cant...
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datsun:
hi, there. to be accepted into Girls only, you need to be an active member on the site for at least a month. your first journal entry was less than a week ago, so it'lll be a little while before you can reapply, but please do! smile
mrtakeout:
hey there... I really like this post... I like hearing the truth
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"I believe that the moment is near when by a procedure of active paranoiac thought, it will be possible to systematize confusion and contribute to the total discrediting of the world of reality."

Fear is normal.
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desmodius:
realities a joke, and not a very good one at that... but it's a simplistic joke and it always has a punchline, whether it hurts or not.
there's really nothing to worry about, systematized confusion is one small step away from herd madness really, taking contributing factors from societal veiws of what may be instead of what is. it is pointless to worry about something when that one thing randomly changes from second to second...
aka. fuck it
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desmodius:
thanks... i don't know if you read it cause i think i was adding it to my post when you commented on my journal, but i just put a poem up there if you like to read it.
later