When the soul of the city
Was laid to rest
And the nights forgotten and left for dead
I happened on a house
Built of living light
Where everything evil disappears and dies
When they love you, and they will
Tell em all they'll love in my shadow
And if they try to slow you down
Tell em all to go to hell
When...
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Fuck man, FUCK! ALL I wanted, and I mean literally the ONLY THING I wanted for my Birthday was for her to send a message. However short, just fucking acknowledge it. She didn't. I'm so fucking crushed. Like, did she ever care? does she understand how soul-reaching this is that she couldn't even say 'Happy Birthday'?! I wan't going to accept...
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redberry:
@PIDGEX  :( chin up chicken 
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pidgex:
@naulite Sometimes I wonder if I care about things so much, that one day I will stop caring 🤔
naulite:
@pidgex. And I wonder if I ever cared or if I just performed the motions out of some twisted sense of duty or obligation.  

Tell me that you need me cause I love you so much,

Tell me that you love me cause I need you so much,

Tell me that you need me cause I love you so much,

Say you'll never leave me cause I need you so much

when you have a girlfriend, who you only see pretty much once a week (if lucky) and she never calls you, and she never texts you, and takes days to respond to any messages, do you actually have a girlfriend? Or am I in a relationship with a fucking brick wall

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chef:
I think you don't.  
pidgex:
Yeah, I've told her that i'm going to give her some space to figure out what she wants. It's just hard because when we are together everything seems fine, but when we are apart its like I don't exist. I, on the other hand, am constantly thinking about her, so maybe its me being too intense. I just care about her a lot and am not used to being in a relationship so I'm kind of stressing out.