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Needing an outside point of view... A good friend is offering me a place to stay so I can move out of my parents house. Only problem is she is barely making the bills as it is and I have no income. Hence why I am staying with my folks. She said I wouldn't have to worry about paying anything. She will cover the bills...
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Well I was awakened from a sound sleep by my depression... I realized that because I was slowing down with my room that I was subconsciously thinking again. The was the month I dread every year. I can deal with just about any other time of the year but this month just throws everything at me. This month marks the time in my life that...
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Well things really haven't changed on the living situation. still not at 100% and house is filled with boxes.

On the personal lfe part I have decided I am a complete moron and I need to just give up. I am destined to grow old alone & unhappy. But I guess it's just something I have to live with. Depression has hit me pretty bad...
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Okay so anyone that has been keeping up with my blogs will know that we are in the middle of a major remodel. We are turning my parents garage into my bedroom. well this project was suppose to be started back in July. It kept getting pushed back due to other projects that needed to be completed. Well we are down to the wire now....
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Well yesterday was kind of disappointing. We went to Lowe's to get the Trim, Doors, & Floors. Well we didn't get anything I wanted. The flooring we wanted to get was a special order item and would take 7 days to get here. Dad was told 2 weeks ago to order it and never did. So we had to settle on one they had in...
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Okay just so everyone knows I did not slack last night... Nothing was done. Mom hired a guy to come mud the drywall and it took him 3 1/2 hours to mud 4 seams. This is going to be a long weekend. We want everything done so we can move everyone in their proper rooms before our household goods arrive on Monday @ 8am.

I...
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Okay so I know I was slacking last night. No Video and no post. I was beat and crashed out at 11pm. We got 3 7/8 of the drywall done. Can't finish the rest until we get the insulation to go in the walls first. But since there is no activity in the room now I might sneak out and get the video done for...
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Well a little progress was made today. We got the walls insulated and the braces installed to hang the drywall. I had taken some Before & After pictures to keep track of my progress but my Fuckin' Phone Fucked Up Already! I had some pretty good pictures I took of my BFF and some from last nights conversation with SourSkittles & now I have nothing....
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Okay well it has definitely been a weekend to think about. Filled with Smiles, Laughter, Heartache, & Depression. But all that is about to change. The wonderful Miss SourSkittles is helping me recover my movies & music as we speak. I have done some thinking and in a positive way... I am trying to mend things that have gone wrong in my life due to...
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Well I have been giving it a lot of thought today. I want to do my shoot outside. and with my Jeep. So I came up with the "Mudding Fail"

I get the Jeep "stuck" in the mud so I pretty much have to roll around in the mud to get it out. Then I lose my clothe due to the mud and how slippery...
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