phobic

So, i just joined a movement which i can really relate to. Many may have heard of it, or fear it. It's called The Zeitgeist Movement, combined with The Venus Project. I'm sure many have seen the documentaries and how our world is ruled by the shadows behind the curtain. I've always had a problem with authority. Even as a small boy, i remember asking myself "who the fuck do these teachers think they are, telling me what i can and cannot do?". I've always felt that people should be able to do whatever the fuck they want. We have unlimited rights, as natural human beings. But under this man made, fucked up social structure, we have none.

I've always felt out of place with the current way of things, but never could put the pieces together as to why i felt this way. But now i come to realize, that we're not following our natural path of life. We're following a corrupted, greed filled materialistic existence. We are born into slavery. This is not life! Now, my fragmented thoughts throughout the years have come or are close to coming together. I see the shit we live in and it disgusts me. It's kinda like The Matrix, only we're not controlled by machines, yet!

Anyway, the last couple of weeks have really opened my mind and changed my way of thinking. I see the world in a new light, only it's not all bad. It's not bad for the reason that i feel free from that. I've stopped caring about money, success, material possessions & artificial happiness. But it saddens me that i can't relay this to anybody else. People think anything outside of their box of thinking is a cult or some kind of conspiracy, we're so quick to judge. I can picture myself now, becoming the newscaster guy from the movie 'Network', awesome movie btw.

I somehow wish i could live in ignorance and just be happy with that. But that hasn't been possible for about 10 years or so. But only now i realize what i've been uncomfortable with. I truly believe, everybody is equal. What one man can do, so can another. And we're all forced into this conditioned mindset from birth. Dress a little girl in pink and give her a toy iron. Dress a boy in blue and give him a gun. The reasons are obvious. But people accept these things as normal. Nothing is normal in this society! I believe this is from the movie, "The Truman Show" - "We accept the reality of the world with which we are presented" or something like that. And it's so true. We are determined by our environment.

If we change our environment, we change everything. These things are so deeply rooted in us, things we don't even see, but we just accept. One thing is for sure though, once you get your mind into the new way of thinking, you start to see everything in a different light. I read an awesome quote a few days ago "True Knowledge is to know the extent of one's own ignorance" Sri S.Radha Krishnan. And that couldn't be closer to the truth.

Well, that's it for now, but i'll have more rants later when it's not so late. I doubt anybody will read anyway, but it was nice to get out.

/Rant