Don't give up on your dreams! 💖

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(Preview of Summer time Selfies by @leemalee, out Friday Jan 17th!)

Hey my loves, how are you today?

New year may have come and gone, but January is a great month for reflection on the previous year and what lies ahead. And I've been thinking lately...

I saw a couple of posts from hopefuls about giving up their SG journey because it wasn't worth it
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phianixx:
Awww @spicedsoychai I couldn't have said it better myself!!! Honestly, we forget sometimes that there are still positives around, even if there are negative things bugging us. And it's always important to remind ourselves of the good side of things. I've still managed to make tonnes of friends, connections, visit loads of places, even gain some business unexpectedly through SG! The pink part hadnt happened at that point. And obviously now that it has, I'm going to keep doing everything I did before with just as much effort! Because it really is rewarding either way! I know you'll go pink any day now, as hard as it can be to have SO many likes on your set and the support of the community, you have definitely won us over and there will be protests if you aren't chosen for a SOTD soon!! Love you babe! 💖
ksew:
Great blog!

From y2fraser

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Living in the light and living in the darkness teaches you two separate rules in life. Living in the light teaches you how to be kind, loving and caring. Living in the darkness teaches you how to be strong and resilient. What the darkness doesn’t teach you is how not to be consumed by that darkness you can only learn that by living in the light. And your beautiful soul is the light that guides me in the darkness for without it I fear that I would be consumed and lost forever. But the light also needs the darkness to shine bright, so stay close to me and that beautiful warm light of yours will always glow bright!!

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y2fraser:
@phianixx another great stream today I had a blast. Sorry i couldn't stay for longer damn work haha. And it's nice to have your beautiful face to start my day off as I'm sure it's gunna be another hectic day at work. So thank you I don't get to relax often but watching your streams is a peaceful way to start my day of it truly means a lot ❤🖤
phianixx:
I've said it before but you are awesome. It means so much to ME that you took the time to join even before work and I am so grateful you did! So much love for you <3

From nutworld

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I hope you enjoyed your trip to the US and to Vegas, and that you've gotten settled back in to what is normal.  Sorry if I missed all the details but wanted to find out.  Wishing you a great week

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phianixx:
Hahaha, it's true!!!
nutworld:
I'm not quite sure I believe you....but we can go with that "in theory".   LOL
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Hi beautiful! I've decided that I'm going to protest until you're pink! Full on strike! Lol.

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mordredsnightmare:
I have a strong feeling 2020 is your year! You'll be amazing!
phianixx:
I think the same for you! I think things are going to start looking up,  finally feeling positive for longer periods than ever! 💖

Leemalee for staff!!!

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(Pictured: Leemalee as an SG in "Crossing the line" taken by @caustix)

Let me start by saying @leemalee is just incredible! She shoots awesome sets as both a SuicideGirl and Photographer and all are to such a high standard. She has put in hundreds of hours arranging shoots, travelling to shootfests, taking beautiful photos and spends SO much time editing to perfection whilst
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sheashannara:
she's not only incredibly talented, but just a beautiful person inside and out <3
sunset_:
Totally agree!!!

YOU ARE ALL SO BLOODY AWESOME AND I LOVE YOU ALL SO BLOODY MUCH!!!

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I'm truly emotional I actually just cried happy tears!

As some of you know, I recently decided to try and commit to Wednesdays as my main day for live streaming. That's mainly on Twitch, SG and insta. I'll be trying onlyfans once a month too! Today was my first Wednesday of the year for that and I was SO anxious I almost couldn't hit the
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phianixx:
@runegalexia noooo it's fine! Thank you so much, I hope to catch you soon!
phianixx:
@liljalove 🤗🤗🤗💖

From y2fraser

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Just wanted stop by and say I really enjoyed your stream today it was a lot of fun. I don't know when the next one I'll be able to watch will be as I go back to work next week but I'm happy I was able to at least watch one ❤🖤
phianixx:
Awww thank you so much my love. And thank you for taking the time out to support me. I'm honestly truly overwhelmed by your support - I actually just cried and had to post a blog about it hahaha. I will try and stream for as long as possible and on different days so as many people can catch the streams as possible, I just don't have a schedule yet as everything is so hectic! But I'll make sure to give notice when it's happening!
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