Sunday Jan 31, 2010

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He's a shit but here's the thing...
For four years he was the first thing I though about in the morning & the last thing I thought about before I fell asleep and he still is.
I wish I could just turn it off & make it stop but I can't.
Some hours pass by just fine and some drag so slowly.

I really hurt and I feel so stupid and so humiliated.
I wish he didn't have that power of me but he does right now.
I need time.
I need strength.

I need to step believing in my heart that I need him.

Time
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lilli:
*hearthug*
hentzau:
Having been on the receiving end of your advice, knowing how direct and honest it was, if you turned the mirror on yourself and tried to advise yourself in this case, what do you think you would say?

Excuse the horrible run-on sentence there. And I'm really sorry you have to be going through this. You really do deserve better, darlin.

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