pheageythissucks

Well, so far the chick from Saturday night has not called. O well, Ive had another on my mind.

My X G.F. from H.S. I talked to last night, I cann't get her out of my head. Usually I have 3 or 4 things floating in my head; school, web coding, the next thing I'm doing to my car, etc. Ever since I talked to (for clearity we will call her 'Kara') Kara I cann't stop thinking of her. She's super nice, cool to be around, cute, smart; I could go on forever about her. I still care deeply about her. So much so that if I spent enof time around her I would probly fall for her all over again. That just might happen too.

When I take vaca. at the end of June to go up there and see people (including her) she wants to come down and spend a few week. It actuallt make me nervouse! Whats wrong with me? May it is really....um that 4 letter word.

We made a deal when I had to leave the state that in 4 years we would see about getting back together. 4 years! Seemed like such a long time. Now, at the end of April the 4 years will be over.

I so nervouse about this...

More later after I sleep.

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