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So this is my Blog of sorrow regret and even defeat . Where do I begin o pretend sg friends, Last Monday my grandfather died after fighting like 4 heart attacks in 2 months a Double leg amputee diabetic fighting for all hope to survive still at 77 right after his birthday in this game called life.He was the best and only grandfather I ever had. enough to call him dad since I thought he was my dad since mine died a couple of months before I was about to be born.I will miss our conversations and his love and guidance he gave to me but I am also glad to see that the pain that my grandmother went through to take care of him is gone as well as his will live to live is at rest but I was depressed for a pretty long time.








In other news I have been watching californication and It just makes me want to be living in cali even more now even though I don't think I can pull enough pussy as Hank moody does though I don't think I would want to because of all the drama.Still really fun show and almost gives me a boner as much as Kate from Lost did.






My job is still a pain in the ass because selling anything over the phone always is especially when it is TV and especially when you are running credit checks in this economy in the united states,I should just quit but I can't because the money is good it's just one of those things you have to bitch about in a blog so I will do so. FUCK DIRECTV and the people that call in asking for only questions stupid shoppers "I Just want the price".

as far as the hopefuls some have been hopless and some have been good there our some exciting sets coming out though that's always good creepy is the first one on my list though I can't believe Michaelangela is still a hopeful.

.My love life sucks because the 27 year old girl I am actually having sex with likes me O no what am I going to do I can't attach myself to such feelings of despair and denial of not wanting to be with you sorry. However since all the bullshit of love and the chemistry in you're brain that indulges your'e body whenever you see me comes to play I will certainly take advantage of it Thank you very fucking much plus it is good sex and that counts for something there is something that I don't like or lots of things I don't like

Just get me the fuck out of this city so I can stop looking @ all the hotties on this site.Like 3 months ago I wanted to get an SG tattoo to get a free account and now I want out!

Anyways, LIFES A BITCH so ill fuck her till she cums, Love sick and all she did was left me numb.-


Your's truly:






P.S The X-files guy is pretty hot plus he makes me want to wear a blazer more often but it's miami and it's hot as hell.