phantomshadow

well these past two days now have been very hard on me and my two sisters, it has been ten years now since our mother passed away, but I still can not bring myself to face the fact that she is gone, not slept now for two days just thinking of how I only had two months left in the military before her passing, I constantly say I am sorry for not being there when she passed away, I had sooo much to tell her before she left, I wanted to tell her thank you for the tough love she gave me by kicking me out of the house and making me stand on my own two feet and becoming a man, I wanted to thank her for being there by my side when I was down, always telling me everything will be okay, I constantly hear the song Dear Mama by Tupac in my head, but at the funeral I played A Song for Mama by Boyz to Men for you, I miss you sooo much Mama and I love you so dearly.