phantomshadow

there are always predators on a site looking for whom they percieve to be weak..... we were just percieved that way. Since you are bowing out on your own terms.. you are stronger than you think. Sean..if you want a story...ask me and also ask phantom. I bet alot of the players are the same. I only write this in the hope you will actually do something. Also..i left the site in feb of this year due to other members.

So you want the story that is making me leave, sure, I do believe I can do that. Back in February of this year I was viewing a Suicide Girl's web page. I happen to come across some of her art work, which BTW is awsome. So, she was offering her skills  to everyone on the Suicide Girls web site. I was very intrigued by her art work that I had commissioned her to do 3 portraits and a calendar, which cost me $300. So I send her a photo of me and my sisters, which I payed for the return postage, all she had to do is put it in the return envelope and drop it in the mailbox. I sent her the $300 through paypal. A month goes by and no word from her on anything. She told me at the beginning that she would give me updates on how the portraits were coming along. So I sent her a message asking what was going on with the portraits. A couple days go by and she sends me a message saying she has been busy and what not, but according to her video blogs she was still selling her for projects and what not. I told her in my message that if she did not want to do the job then she should of not taken it. Month goes by, no word again, I send message again and nothing. So by this time every message I sent was either ignored or she just didn't bother to check it. So now its 3 or 4 months now and I send her a message saying I do not care about the money, all I care about is the photo I sent her and still nothing from her. So I go to her web page on Suicide Girls and I put my message to her in her blog saying the same thing and still nothing. So from here I was not sure what to do, so I had sent a message to the Suicide Girls help web page. I told them of what was going on and what not and I was pretty sure that they could not do anything about the models, but since she was using the Suicide Girls web site to sell herself just maybe they could help, so I asked. I get an email back saying they an not do anything about her, which I thought they couldn't help, but what got me pissed off was the sarcastic remark at the end of the email, telling me they are not the internet police. So I am like WTF!!! I am sitting there looking at this email trying to figure out if I did something wrong to deserve this bullshit sarcastic remark. Now I have been a member since I think August 2012 and all that time I was always polite when I commented on sets, I had never once been an ass to any of the girls, hell, you can even say I was an outstanding gentleman to all the Suicide Girls and Hopefuls. I have supported them by buying just about everything in their shop, well except the girls stuff. I even bought stuff that they no longer carry in their shop and to really top it off, I bought the very very rare set of comics, which they no longer carry, for a an outrageous price, just so I can have it. This month I was going to surprise the suicide girls with their logo tattooed over my heart, which I called Friday to my tat artist to cancel it. Sorry, I am babbling. anyways I did not deserve that bullshit sarcastic remark. All she had to say was that they could not do anything about it and I would of been just fine with that, but noooooo. I have to get a fucking sarcastic statement like "we are not the internet police." My apologies for the cursing starting to get a little pissed again. So, yeah, that is the story in a nut shell. I now removed every suicide girl off my facebook, which that took freaking forever. I told the girl in my email that I would like my membership canceled and she wrote back that I have to wait for it to end at the end of my subscription. Sooo to put it point blank, I was taken for 300 and a family photo and when I asked for help I got shitted on!!!! So enjoy!!! I use o have a saying on here, but I guess its pretty much pointless to say it now!!!!

oh yeah, my ass has been getting fit, lost like 20 pounds maybe more, ever since may I have been losing, also I been using hip hop abs, which is awsome, I can already see my side crease, omg I am so freaking happy now!!!