I know money doesn't make you happy, but it sure would make some things easier. No rent in sight, missing credit card payments (!), and my poor roomie paying all the utilities. Sigh. My parents can't give me any more money, and I don't want to ask them anyway. I feel like I am just holding on by the skin of my teeth until the semester is over and I can start working full time and actually earning a living wage. Christmas is going to suck - I want to get the some new canes and paddles but I don't know if I can even afford that. I'm hoping I can convince my dad to take me grocery shopping so I can at least make cookies for everyone. I have so many wonderful friends who I want to spoil, it really hurts my heart no to. Oh well, what can I do? Just make it till Dec. 15th and I am free from academia!
My mom has calmed down a little bit, although she still calls me crying and asking what she did wrong. I hope she can understand one day.
Going for Thai tonight with the and some of his friends, I am already hungry for satay chicken! Mmmm Peanuts.
Totally psyched to go eat Roll n'Roaster roast beef and then go see Garnett shake her groove thang at Rififis. I am so excited for her. I don't think the would be too happy if I did any more burlesque, although he does claim he fell in love with me when he saw me pull the carrot out of my panties. Awwww....
Why are there cookies everywhere I go? Damn them!
My mom has calmed down a little bit, although she still calls me crying and asking what she did wrong. I hope she can understand one day.
Going for Thai tonight with the and some of his friends, I am already hungry for satay chicken! Mmmm Peanuts.
Totally psyched to go eat Roll n'Roaster roast beef and then go see Garnett shake her groove thang at Rififis. I am so excited for her. I don't think the would be too happy if I did any more burlesque, although he does claim he fell in love with me when he saw me pull the carrot out of my panties. Awwww....
Why are there cookies everywhere I go? Damn them!
don't fret, though. things have a funny way of working themselves out, k? you'll be fine.
thank you for showing up lastnight.
<3