dear lord,what a week. I've been through an incredible series of highs and lows. Thanksgiving blew my ass in so many ways, and none of them the good kind. The weekend culminated in my grandmother telling me I looked "vaguely concussed" in the really cute picture I showed her of me and the 
. That woman, I swear...
The came and rescued me from turkey hell and took me away to a super luxe hotel room for some depravity. I had a total freak out episode (full-body mummification + speculum + water torture = 
) and I ended up hiding under the covers from him sobbing. But he just kept holding me while I cried and it was really amazing and cathartic. I love him so much! The next day we went and met his grandma at the nursing home and he is so sweet with her it almost broke my heart. She liked me too, thank god!
Actually handed in a paper on time for this first time this semester. Glad I'm finally getting my act together three weeks before the semester is over! And I only have to take one more class next semester to graduate! And then I will have a BA and that and $2 will get me on the subway. I think I might study millinery next year. Why not? My heroine!
I had to come out to my mom after she "accidentally" opened some files she needn't have seen after she "happened" to "just decide to come over and check on the dog" and "notice the computer was on." Uh-huh. It is not fun having to explain for 4 hours that no, you are not crazy and no, it's not because you and dad got divorced, and no, I don't have low self-esteem, and no, my boyfriend does not force me to do any of it, etc.
Wish the was here to cheer me up.
He's been stressed at work, so I cheered him up!
OK, must write 6 page paper in under an hour. On your mark, get set...
. That woman, I swear...
The
came and rescued me from turkey hell and took me away to a super luxe hotel room for some depravity. I had a total freak out episode (full-body mummification + speculum + water torture = ) and I ended up hiding under the covers from him sobbing. But he just kept holding me while I cried and it was really amazing and cathartic. I love him so much! The next day we went and met his grandma at the nursing home and he is so sweet with her it almost broke my heart. She liked me too, thank god!
Actually handed in a paper on time for this first time this semester. Glad I'm finally getting my act together three weeks before the semester is over! And I only have to take one more class next semester to graduate! And then I will have a BA and that and $2 will get me on the subway. I think I might study millinery next year. Why not? My heroine!
I had to come out to my mom after she "accidentally" opened some files she needn't have seen after she "happened" to "just decide to come over and check on the dog" and "notice the computer was on." Uh-huh. It is not fun having to explain for 4 hours that no, you are not crazy and no, it's not because you and dad got divorced, and no, I don't have low self-esteem, and no, my boyfriend does not force me to do any of it, etc.
Wish the was here to cheer me up.
He's been stressed at work, so I cheered him up!
OK, must write 6 page paper in under an hour. On your mark, get set...
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I sorta just blurted out a bunch of shit to my mom last night. Mostly bcasue I am happy about my artwrok. I chose the words "stong feminist ideas" and that "I am beining toannoy people at school" becasue " i dont give a fuck anymore" and I will probably get "kicked out with 12 credits left for my masters" followed with "my works gotten a little edgy" and recently "teachers are getting chastised for showing works with nudity or strong sexual content in the class rooms"
this is right after my 20 min chat to a grad class on why shibari is art and its roots in art and history
Unfortunately my wife has just put a serious cramp in my "exploring". That dungeon really had me excited too!
Hopefully you will be attending the SGNY Holiday bash. If you do, find LuckyP and she'll find me.