S&M night a disaster. *sigh* I will never find someone right for me. Why are people so boring?
I can't believe anyone actually reads this shit, to think I actually have friends on here now! Yay!
I can't post any of my Italy pics on here, they're the wrong format *growls*.
Going to a lesbian S&M party on Thursday night, I cannot fucking wait. I wan't some impossibly butch girl to beat the crap out of me and make me say thank you. What am I going to wear? My ankle is still fucked up so no big heels for me, I will have to make up for it with killer cleavage.
Got to scariest email on alt today from some guy in Louisiana who has serious mental problems. I hate when people say they're into BDSM but are really just fucking sickos who hate women and should be put down like mad dogs. Wanting to spank me - cool. Wanting to keep me locked in a cage with no light and kick me in the stomach - fucking creeepy creepity. I still can't afford that great collar I want, it'd be so great to wear it Thursday. Only I could find a kind of sex life that requires accessories. Go figure.
Meeting a new candidate today - maybe this one will be the right boy for me, dunno. Then I have to go get a cavity filled! I hate novocaine - I'm such a pussy about mouth pain, they have to like paralyze half my face and I leave all drooly and retarded looking. And I get to pay for it!
Want to pierce the back of my neck. Does it hurt a lot?
I can't believe anyone actually reads this shit, to think I actually have friends on here now! Yay!
I can't post any of my Italy pics on here, they're the wrong format *growls*.
Going to a lesbian S&M party on Thursday night, I cannot fucking wait. I wan't some impossibly butch girl to beat the crap out of me and make me say thank you. What am I going to wear? My ankle is still fucked up so no big heels for me, I will have to make up for it with killer cleavage.
Got to scariest email on alt today from some guy in Louisiana who has serious mental problems. I hate when people say they're into BDSM but are really just fucking sickos who hate women and should be put down like mad dogs. Wanting to spank me - cool. Wanting to keep me locked in a cage with no light and kick me in the stomach - fucking creeepy creepity. I still can't afford that great collar I want, it'd be so great to wear it Thursday. Only I could find a kind of sex life that requires accessories. Go figure.
Meeting a new candidate today - maybe this one will be the right boy for me, dunno. Then I have to go get a cavity filled! I hate novocaine - I'm such a pussy about mouth pain, they have to like paralyze half my face and I leave all drooly and retarded looking. And I get to pay for it!
Want to pierce the back of my neck. Does it hurt a lot?
sparkle:
There are different levels of S&M, some people are into being locked in a cage and kicked in the stomach, perhaps some people think being spanked is boring, or getting spanked is sick...communication is key!
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thx for adding me 
listening to aurora right now , foo fighters rock .. dc is cool been here bf workn on a project for the media company i use to work for [now defunct .. fuckin ceo is such an asshole] got here this morn and my dumbass bud overslept >left me hanging @ the airport for an hour .. argh .. ne hoo .. wantd you to read my words in my journal and let me noe if i should 86 my day job and do my craft full time [ got a fantasy short story about 1/3 complete ] and a few others workn [multi tasking rule] .. my new powerbook is so fucking cool 
listening to aurora right now , foo fighters rock .. dc is cool been here bf workn on a project for the media company i use to work for [now defunct .. fuckin ceo is such an asshole] got here this morn and my dumbass bud overslept >left me hanging @ the airport for an hour .. argh .. ne hoo .. wantd you to read my words in my journal and let me noe if i should 86 my day job and do my craft full time [ got a fantasy short story about 1/3 complete ] and a few others workn [multi tasking rule] .. my new powerbook is so fucking cool 