i answered questions that people asked...here are the answers to what i got so far
if you would like to ask me some, go back to the last entry and look at the "directions" and ask away!
from delco:
1.If you could change anything about new york what would it be?
less smelly, less bums, cleaner, closer...that's just the city i'm talking about...
then again i'm going to live in the city one day..so it won't have to be closer...other than that...i like ny state i think...maybe less redneck hicks? haha i think every state may have a form of those though
2.When you lay in bed at night crying what is it that your thinking about?
well i'm not crying everynight, but when i am it depends...sometimes it's about bobby..about how i wish we we didn't live so far from eachother and saw each other more often...or that we didnt' fight about whatever it was we fought about...sometimes it's about how i wish i didn't have to live in a really small 1 br apt with my mom in which i sleep in the living room and have no privacy and practically nowhere to put any of my things...sometimes i cry about the fact that i'm mortal and will die someday...or that my family and friends will die someday...sometimes it was stress from school...lately it was cos i was sad to be leaving school...sad to be leaving my great apt and my great friends....
3.If you could start killing people without repercussion and I mean in realy horibal ways would you (now THATS a personal question)
actually because i have issues with mortality and i value life so much I don't think I would ever kill someone even if i could....however, if someone did something really horrible to me, my family, or my friends...ie murder...then of course i would take revenge if i could....
that is not to say that i have not thought about what it would be like to murder someone in really horrible ways....i am really into reading about and watching movies about serial killers...they get really descriptive at times...(especially in Poppy Z Brite's Exquisite Corpse) . i haven't thought about killing anyone in particular...just what it would be like to cut into flesh...or strangle someone...all that blood...
from pyrate:
1. What is your favorite part about your life, and why
i like that i've had the freedom to do almost whatever i've wanted...i was able to travel to france, swizterland and scotland when i was 17..and again to scotland when i was 18..all before i went to college...of course i had to work my ass off to afford it, but i still did it, and my mom let me go to scotland alone.
i like that even though i know i'm naughty (haha yeah right) most people think i'm a sweet, good girl...i can get away with a lot
i simply like the fact that i'm alive, that i got a chance to live...and that i'm healthy...i could've been aborted...something could've gone wrong and i didn't make it (my dad had punched/kicked my mom in the stomach when she was pregnant with me)...yeah..i just wish i didn't have to die...i want to be a mythical vampire
2. What would you change about the way people see you, meaning what would you want people to know, that you don't think really comes across.
in real life, i think alot of the time i come off as a bitch or snobby, when in reality i'm just shy..and lately i've been stressed and that also comes off as bitchy at times
online...i think people may also not realize that i'm quite shy...and reserved about a lot of things, unless im drunk...
although, i do tend to have a big mouth once i get to know a person...
also im insecure, but i try to come off as confident
3. How much of a fool did I make of myself at Arlenes Grocery?
you didn't make a fool of yourself! you got to make out with Monica!
from Maxk:
1. How often do you masturbate?
not very often actually..because i was too busy at school..didn't really have time..and when i went to sleep..i sometimes would just pass out...the last time i masturbated was last week though...when i was trying to get to sleep one night, but i had a really bad headache, and i didn't want to take excedrin because of the caffeine..so i masturbated because orgasms help get rid of headaches becuase they cause a rush of blood and oxygen to the head...it worked, and i fell asleep for a little while, but ended up waking up again
i was thinking of masturbating tonight actually...
2. What do you fantasize about when you are masturbating?
a lot of the time i'm not fantasizing about anything...
other times i just close my eyes and have fleeting images of faceless people ...in vinyl, leather, black, goth stuff, spikes, whips, pinwheels, gags, nails scratching flesh, piercings, biting, moaning...
i also sometimes fantasize about girls...mostly famous girls that i cant' have though...like katherine moennig from the L Word, Drew Barrymore circa 1994, sometimes SGs that i know, or SG female friends....
rarely do i fantasize about guys...but honestly if i do...it's my bf sometimes, other times it's the likes of johnny depp, jude law, liam gallagher, hahaha
yeah it just makes me laugh haha
3. Who is your favorite author?
bret easton ellis, poppy z. brite, and neil gaiman
from vonesper:
1. Describe your dream house.
actually i never picture myself in a house per se...like no white picket fence
i would absolutely loove to live in a brownstone in manhattan, or any part of the city i suppose
i also sometimes think i would like to live in a big loft...i'd set up my own walls...
i'm not sure exaclty how i would decorate..i do know that i like simplistic modern looks...but i also like gothic style...lots of wrought iron: canopy bed...candle holders...dark walls...at least one room/wall that's crimson
2. What is your one biggest regret.
that i didn't really take full advantage of being at college 2/4 of the years...even possibly 3/4
freshman year i was scared and shy and didn't really try to make friends...i did..but unsuccessfully and then that scared me and i stopped
sophomore and jr years i was with bobby, and i did have a great time with bobby..i wouldnt' really trade that in..i love him...but i do wish i had realize that there was life outside of bobby (i'm sure he would have appreciated the free time to do other things too) so i could have made other friends and gone to parties etc etc...i didn't party at all my sophmore and jr years
senior year i think i took as much advantage of as i could have....
although even then i could have explored the campus more, gone out to more events on campus like dance shows and plays at the PAC..etc
ps i wish you could have come a year earlier too, and that I wouldn't have been all wrapped up in my personal life so we could have met and hung out
3. If you were a superhero, what would your costume and powers be.
i automatically thought cat woman haha
or like...the Crow
something original? im not sure...a short miniskirt..fishnets...a corset...
not a very practical superhero i suppose
my power would be to hypnotize men with my looks, and my kiss would be deadly
like the lita ford song haha
(4. Can we go see Nuclear Power Pants in Warwick??)
yes!
from rockrboy:
1. Who's your favorite person?
i'm assuming you mean someone i know and not a celebrity
this is actually a hard question
it's kinda like your best friend
but i guess i would have 3 like fave ppl: my mom, bobby(my bf), and catherine (my best friend)
but there would also be reasons why they aren't my fave people...like when they get on my nerves
haha
2. What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
once when i was 5, i lived near the lake, and i snuck down to my neighbor's speed boat which was tied to the dock...and i got in...but then i couldn't get out because the rope that was tied to the dock was too long and the boat was floating too far away from the dock..so i couldn't reach the dock and i wasn't strong enough to pull the boat closer to the dock...
so i screamed my head off for help
i'm pretty sure i got in trouble
i'm not sure if that was the dumbest thing ever, but it was the first thing that popped into my head
3. What's something really embarassing about yourself?
um...i dunno..this is kinda hard...
but i do tend to burp very loudly...i do try to control myself in public..but sometimes they just sneak out haha
it's pretty embarrassing when i do it in public
if you would like to ask me some, go back to the last entry and look at the "directions" and ask away!
from delco:
1.If you could change anything about new york what would it be?
less smelly, less bums, cleaner, closer...that's just the city i'm talking about...
then again i'm going to live in the city one day..so it won't have to be closer...other than that...i like ny state i think...maybe less redneck hicks? haha i think every state may have a form of those though
2.When you lay in bed at night crying what is it that your thinking about?
well i'm not crying everynight, but when i am it depends...sometimes it's about bobby..about how i wish we we didn't live so far from eachother and saw each other more often...or that we didnt' fight about whatever it was we fought about...sometimes it's about how i wish i didn't have to live in a really small 1 br apt with my mom in which i sleep in the living room and have no privacy and practically nowhere to put any of my things...sometimes i cry about the fact that i'm mortal and will die someday...or that my family and friends will die someday...sometimes it was stress from school...lately it was cos i was sad to be leaving school...sad to be leaving my great apt and my great friends....
3.If you could start killing people without repercussion and I mean in realy horibal ways would you (now THATS a personal question)
actually because i have issues with mortality and i value life so much I don't think I would ever kill someone even if i could....however, if someone did something really horrible to me, my family, or my friends...ie murder...then of course i would take revenge if i could....
that is not to say that i have not thought about what it would be like to murder someone in really horrible ways....i am really into reading about and watching movies about serial killers...they get really descriptive at times...(especially in Poppy Z Brite's Exquisite Corpse) . i haven't thought about killing anyone in particular...just what it would be like to cut into flesh...or strangle someone...all that blood...
from pyrate:
1. What is your favorite part about your life, and why
i like that i've had the freedom to do almost whatever i've wanted...i was able to travel to france, swizterland and scotland when i was 17..and again to scotland when i was 18..all before i went to college...of course i had to work my ass off to afford it, but i still did it, and my mom let me go to scotland alone.
i like that even though i know i'm naughty (haha yeah right) most people think i'm a sweet, good girl...i can get away with a lot
i simply like the fact that i'm alive, that i got a chance to live...and that i'm healthy...i could've been aborted...something could've gone wrong and i didn't make it (my dad had punched/kicked my mom in the stomach when she was pregnant with me)...yeah..i just wish i didn't have to die...i want to be a mythical vampire
2. What would you change about the way people see you, meaning what would you want people to know, that you don't think really comes across.
in real life, i think alot of the time i come off as a bitch or snobby, when in reality i'm just shy..and lately i've been stressed and that also comes off as bitchy at times
online...i think people may also not realize that i'm quite shy...and reserved about a lot of things, unless im drunk...
although, i do tend to have a big mouth once i get to know a person...
also im insecure, but i try to come off as confident
3. How much of a fool did I make of myself at Arlenes Grocery?
you didn't make a fool of yourself! you got to make out with Monica!
from Maxk:
1. How often do you masturbate?
not very often actually..because i was too busy at school..didn't really have time..and when i went to sleep..i sometimes would just pass out...the last time i masturbated was last week though...when i was trying to get to sleep one night, but i had a really bad headache, and i didn't want to take excedrin because of the caffeine..so i masturbated because orgasms help get rid of headaches becuase they cause a rush of blood and oxygen to the head...it worked, and i fell asleep for a little while, but ended up waking up again
i was thinking of masturbating tonight actually...
2. What do you fantasize about when you are masturbating?
a lot of the time i'm not fantasizing about anything...
other times i just close my eyes and have fleeting images of faceless people ...in vinyl, leather, black, goth stuff, spikes, whips, pinwheels, gags, nails scratching flesh, piercings, biting, moaning...
i also sometimes fantasize about girls...mostly famous girls that i cant' have though...like katherine moennig from the L Word, Drew Barrymore circa 1994, sometimes SGs that i know, or SG female friends....
rarely do i fantasize about guys...but honestly if i do...it's my bf sometimes, other times it's the likes of johnny depp, jude law, liam gallagher, hahaha
yeah it just makes me laugh haha
3. Who is your favorite author?
bret easton ellis, poppy z. brite, and neil gaiman
from vonesper:
1. Describe your dream house.
actually i never picture myself in a house per se...like no white picket fence
i would absolutely loove to live in a brownstone in manhattan, or any part of the city i suppose
i also sometimes think i would like to live in a big loft...i'd set up my own walls...
i'm not sure exaclty how i would decorate..i do know that i like simplistic modern looks...but i also like gothic style...lots of wrought iron: canopy bed...candle holders...dark walls...at least one room/wall that's crimson
2. What is your one biggest regret.
that i didn't really take full advantage of being at college 2/4 of the years...even possibly 3/4
freshman year i was scared and shy and didn't really try to make friends...i did..but unsuccessfully and then that scared me and i stopped
sophomore and jr years i was with bobby, and i did have a great time with bobby..i wouldnt' really trade that in..i love him...but i do wish i had realize that there was life outside of bobby (i'm sure he would have appreciated the free time to do other things too) so i could have made other friends and gone to parties etc etc...i didn't party at all my sophmore and jr years
senior year i think i took as much advantage of as i could have....
although even then i could have explored the campus more, gone out to more events on campus like dance shows and plays at the PAC..etc
ps i wish you could have come a year earlier too, and that I wouldn't have been all wrapped up in my personal life so we could have met and hung out
3. If you were a superhero, what would your costume and powers be.
i automatically thought cat woman haha
or like...the Crow
something original? im not sure...a short miniskirt..fishnets...a corset...
not a very practical superhero i suppose
my power would be to hypnotize men with my looks, and my kiss would be deadly
like the lita ford song haha
(4. Can we go see Nuclear Power Pants in Warwick??)
yes!
from rockrboy:
1. Who's your favorite person?
i'm assuming you mean someone i know and not a celebrity
this is actually a hard question
it's kinda like your best friend
but i guess i would have 3 like fave ppl: my mom, bobby(my bf), and catherine (my best friend)
but there would also be reasons why they aren't my fave people...like when they get on my nerves
haha
2. What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
once when i was 5, i lived near the lake, and i snuck down to my neighbor's speed boat which was tied to the dock...and i got in...but then i couldn't get out because the rope that was tied to the dock was too long and the boat was floating too far away from the dock..so i couldn't reach the dock and i wasn't strong enough to pull the boat closer to the dock...
so i screamed my head off for help
i'm pretty sure i got in trouble
i'm not sure if that was the dumbest thing ever, but it was the first thing that popped into my head
3. What's something really embarassing about yourself?
um...i dunno..this is kinda hard...
but i do tend to burp very loudly...i do try to control myself in public..but sometimes they just sneak out haha
it's pretty embarrassing when i do it in public
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okay.. well.. first set of questions i answer 2 and 3 the same.
second set of questions.. 1 and 2 similarly.
thrid set of questions.. 1 and 2 the same
fourth set .. i agree with 3 .. i would have something simliar and totally unpractical but my superpowers would totally overcome the outfit problems.
and 5th set of questions.. 1 is similar to my views..
your so beautiful..
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