persya

I am very sick and have been since saturday night
flu like symptoms...
the doctor said it was a viral thing that was going around

i'm tired of being in bed, but i feel sick so i don't really want to be here on the pc either

bobby was taking care of me all weekend, but he had to leave today

i missed work and class today
i havent' worked on anything
i hate missing work cos i need the money
and i have work due this week and i havent' been up to doing it at all

whenever i'm this sick i feel like i'm dying
and then i worry that i AM dying
that my flu isn't really a flu at all and i have some life threatening illness that has been misdiagnosed

ok...so i'ma little paranoid and delusional..maybe it's the fever