persya

so this entry is going to be kinda long because I was tagged by Maxk and Jessewestend and will be doing 20 facts
also i am going to post a bunch of pictures
some of me...but mostly of cool artwork i like

also copillia asked me to post more of my artwork
I don't have any other new stuff besides what i posted yesterday

so i posted some of my older work on
my myspace blog

anyway here we go:

1. I want to explore abandoned buildings: asylums in particular but any will do AND take pictures there

2. I have a yearning to be really dark and "goth" at times. so sometimes i am..but I can't afford all the clothes I would want to wear. I wish I could paint my walls burgundy and other dark colors (apt regulations..they have to stay white)

3. other times i just want to be
indie/mod/hipster/...etc..i really like how vintage lace tops look...copillia is good at that

4. I've always been in love with my boyfriend but now that we're living together I feel more in love than ever

5. I really want to drink red wine, but I've never really had any I liked...someone recommend a good one? I like sweet wine

6. I love to read: horror, mystery, serial killers, true crime, coming of age

7. I love cats

8. I love horror movies...yay for halloween fests on tv

9. I am a very sexual person by nature and I want to have sex and have an active and explorative sex life (I used to), but lately I just havent' had much of a sex drive (most likely due to medication I was on..but i'm not anymore and I want my libido back dammit) it sucks cos I'm really happy and really in love

10. I love taking and making photographs, but I don't do it nearly enough

11. Autumn is my favorite season and I miss upstate for that reason...I can't smell or see autumn here!

12. I like looking at Indie Nudes, The Superficial,
I dont like you in that way, Love is...

13. Before I lived in NYC I wanted to go out all the time and I couldn't wait til I did...now that I do live here I hardly go out...but it probably has a lot to do with working and money...I get worried about money easily

14. Lately I cannot stand Instant messenger (AIM, yahoo) so I haven't gone on much at all since I moved here...it feels like a huge waste of time

15. In case you didn't already know...I'm a huge geek:
I buy and read comic books/graphic novels...I've been going every week to Midtown Comics with Bobby
I also play video games--I recently finished Ico and now I'm playing Silent Hill 4

16. I am now addicted to Netflix

17. I am confused about what I want to do with my life careerwise...some people tell me i'm still young and have time to figure it out...but I don't feel that way

18. right now i really can't stand kids...and I dread the thought of them nagging me and taking up my time...i'm so selfish right now...however I have always pictured myself having children...so I dunno..i just dont know when i'll be ready...but at least bobby's in no rush either

19. I want more tattoos, but I just don't know what i want or where i want it...I want something more detailed...i also want lyrics or words somewhere...i think i know what..but i'm not sure what font..

20. I am really afraid of death and I get mini panic attacks about it ..thinking that one day I will no longer be..and there's nothing i can do about it..and i don't know when it will happen
i'm also afraid of people i love dying..and i know we all are really...but some can deal with and accept it better than others

now for art and pictures!!
some of the art i have posted in entries long ago hehe
but i like them