persuasion

I don't get things sometimes I think I am just going to stop trying to figure some shit out. I don't know what to do right now. I just want to run away again. I am hurt, sad, ugghh I don't know where to begin and I don't know where to end. The funny thing is I know I will get better but when you...
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I think I am going to make a vow nevber to expect anything. Every time I do I end up getting let down siome way or another. I just dont want to deal with it. I dont get it I really dont

what the fuck am I really a hard person to understand???????
what do people normally do if someone is upset you would think make them feel better not fucking drill them.
Ugggghhh I am going to try and get some sleep now.

Well I can not sleep worth a shit. I don't know whats the matter with me at this point. I swear sometimes I just want to throw in the fucking towel

So I have most everything un-packed I think I have about an hour left of just putting random shit in it's place not to bad though. It probably won't even take that long.
I went over my friends townhouse that stays in the same place as me and I have a bit of a buzz going on so I think I am going to crawl...
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So I made it to Florida on Friday afternoon. I was a bit overwhelmed when I first got here and very quiet but I eventually came out of my shell. It just felt weird seeing people that I hadn't seen in like 5 years and crashing at there place untill my stuff got here. But it turned out good. My stuff did arrive today though....
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So I had my photo shoot with ephoto today. It was fucking great I had such a fun time. He is a great photographer and person to work with. I can't wait untill we can submit it I really have a feeing that this will go live. From the looks of most the pictures I did see to me there exactly what SG is looking...
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So I had my photo shoot with ephoto today. It was fucking great I had such a fun time. He is a great photographer and person to work with. I can't wait untill we can submit it I really have a feeing that this will go live. From the looks of most the pictures I did see to me there exactly what SG is looking...
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IM EXCITED I GO ON VACATION THE 17TH-22ND THEN I GO BACK HOME TO FLORIDA!!!!! 1ST HING I'M OING TO DO IS LOOK AT MY NEW APARTMENT, GET A JOB, AND FILE FOR A UCKING DIVORCE FROM THAT ABUSIVE PIECE OF SHIT
I CAT FUCKIN WAIT FLORIDA HERE I COME WHOOO HOOOOOOOOO

PS THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE TURN AROUND! IT MEANS THE WORLD TO...
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