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School, work, and life is draining me. I have no energy to go outside and enjoy the beautiful weather, hang out with friends, or even do very much needed housework. All I ever to do is work towards this goal I have and the end is so far away. Why does excelling in life have to be so damn difficult! mad
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I'M BACK!!!!! eeek

I got an email to sign back up for SG for half the price for a whole year. So what the hell, I can afford that. Yeah, I am happy that I can chat with my SG friends again. Hello everyone, I missed you! kiss

I hope everyone had a great V-day. I am not much of a v-day gal but I did make...
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ashlberry:
What the heck?!?!?! How come you didn't tell your sis?

Well, anyways, I'm glad your back on SG.
pajamamama:
Thanks lady! smile You're so very cute! kiss
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velvetfaerie:
my new years was as boring as bat shit too..... went to a quaint party... which was nice but boring as i didn't know many people there...

my thoughts are with your bf's sister (and yourselves)..... one of my best buddies has been diagnosed with cancer too... too longer story to explain but it does suck.... i admire the bravery....

take it easy.... and may 2007 be a bright and awesome year smile
beckyjane:
Thanks babe...I'll be ok.

I'm sorry to hear about your boy's sister. You'll be in my thoughts.
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So, Xmas was not so bad I guess. Slept in, opened a few presents, lazed around for a bit, got all dressed up, went to the bf's grandparentals for dinner, pigged out on green bean casserole, and made many phone calls to my family and friends that live out of state. Did I mention also watched A Christmas Story way too many times to speak...
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ladylovelybrit:
i love that movie!
with BIG pink hearts.
we watch it every year, my fave part is when the little boy gets his tongue stuck....cracks me the FUCK up. biggrin
avidity:
christmas story is just the most awesomest, bring you back to childhood, movie there is. but it's magic only works during christmas.
i'm glad you had a nice holiday sweetie. mmmmmmmmuah kiss
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Okay so my old webcam sucks ass! It was hooked up to the computer for less than 24 hours and is now removed. The software that came with it installed all sorts of crap and now trys to hijack my internet connection when I connect. ARRGGGHHH!!!! So I will be purchasing a new webcam this weekend and hopefully will get my computer to work right....
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pammy:
you and those above me should definitely come to this silky corset pyjama partay at Pammy's! I'm all over that idea! love love love
ashlberry:
Merry Christmas sis!
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I am having issues posting vids from youtube. If you have something funny post it here for me to get a good laugh! Thanks MUUAAAHHHHHH!!! love
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pammy:
I got no vids to post, but I wanted to say thanks for the Nancy Drew love.
cinnamongurl:
She Walks In Beauty
by George Gordon, Lord Byron


She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!

For you my hottie! kiss
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Ok, so this weekend I am going to try to stay motivated. Any encouraging words will be accepted. Here is the to do list for the next couple of days:

REVISED Sunday 12-17-06

1) Finish painting bedroom dark red, yum! - (Started but ran out of steam, painted 1 wall.)
2) Listen to hypnotherapy cd's for motivation to improve health and self. - (I think...
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ashlberry:
I tried those hypnotherapy CDs to help me sleep for a little bit. I always had a hard time sleeping when hubby worked nights. They really worked! So relaxing.

What color are you dying your hair???

I suggest dancing around the house to Jamiroquai 'Canned Heat'. Fun and silly at the same time! biggrin
thelibra:
haahahahahaha!! nice video!

the worst thing that happened to me at the gym was when i rammed my shin into one of the machines and had a nasty bruise for a while. the treadmill never got me. i think you'll be okay.
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Well still in a funk. I cannot wait for the holidays to end. My bf keeps asking if I am okay. He now's I'm not so why ask. I finally made an appt to go see my doc about getting back on my meds for depression, anxiety, OCD. I have pretty severe OCD and then add the others I turn into a raging mess. I...
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darwinsjoke:
Sounds like a very unpleasant time. I hope your doc can sit down and work out a treatment that minimizes the drug interaction. We still love you though and you will get through this! kiss
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OK, so I had the holiday meltdown yesterday. I totally fell apart emotionally. That does not happen often thankfully. I usually like Xmas but this year I am in a funk. I don't know if it because I miss my family, if I am under too much stress, or unhappy about my life. I am definitely going through this baby thing that may be causing...
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elvis:
so umm we have so much in common. I want a baby so badly as well. I hope you cheer up babe. You are such a wonderful person and deserve the best.
beckyjane:
Awww....babe! Feel better!

And THANK YOU for the DVD!!!!!!!

I should tell you the story behind it sometime. wink