I don't get things sometimes I think I am just going to stop trying to figure some shit out. I don't know what to do right now. I just want to run away again. I am hurt, sad, ugghh I don't know where to begin and I don't know where to end. The funny thing is I know I will get better but when you see something that is genuinely good and it disapears without a real explanation yuo just sit there in disbelief. I do not know what I did wrong or how to even fix it. I wish there was a way. I have had such a string of bad luck_-----problems with the husband, bestfriend dies, my dog passes away, a litter of puppies pass away, I get left in Oklahoma with nothing, husband leaves me, and just as the sun starts to shine through again I fall right back on my ass. I am beginning to believe I am a horrible fucking person who does not deserve shit. Everything I touch turns to shit.
I want this pain to go away I want to get the phone call that sys I am sorry will you forgive me. I want to turn back the clock. But that means that I would be happy so of course that shot wont happen. Uggghhh I am being all negative now. I need to stop. On another note...........
You made me smile you made my heart melt. You made me whole you touched my soul.
You left without a reason. You left when it wasn't our time.
Id take you back in a second. Just so II could say your mine
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I want this pain to go away I want to get the phone call that sys I am sorry will you forgive me. I want to turn back the clock. But that means that I would be happy so of course that shot wont happen. Uggghhh I am being all negative now. I need to stop. On another note...........
You made me smile you made my heart melt. You made me whole you touched my soul.
You left without a reason. You left when it wasn't our time.
Id take you back in a second. Just so II could say your mine
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jay_son:
Things will get better just hang in there!!!
caligurl38:
I hope things are getting better. I am not having good luck since moving to Florida myself so I can relate. It just seems like I cannot do anything right for some reason. If you ever wanna talk let me know. I am a close neighbor being in Gulfport. Cheer up! 