Where oh where has the time gone??? Feels like only yesterday I was high school as the awkward kid that no one spoke to.
My life is a wreck that I somehow pieced together. Was this the plan??? Guess I said screw the plan a while back.
I have good friends that, while we don't talk every single goddamn day (can you imagine how exhausting...
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My life is a wreck that I somehow pieced together. Was this the plan??? Guess I said screw the plan a while back.
I have good friends that, while we don't talk every single goddamn day (can you imagine how exhausting...
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azkadellia:
From what I see, it's less of a raisin than you think.
darke:
Right there with you. It can be a shithole of a world, but the intrepid few who not only manage but work to carve their names into you somehow make every moment of pain worth it.
I'm taking a creative writing course...and I have learned that everything I write is depraved, dark, and depressing. I make other uncomfortable. Yeah me!!!
azkadellia:
I'd be disappointed if that weren't true.
darke:
yeah, most of my stuff doesn't include puppies either. I find it's easier just to live in the happy moments, it's the stuff that tears your heart that you sensualize, if only to make it more bearable.
I'm waiting for Christmas. Not for the presents and the cheer, or for the snow.
Christmas is the start of something new.
Christmas is the start of something new.
azkadellia:
I'm your sister, perv!
azkadellia:
No nipples for you!
I've been climbing that big ol' winding staircase for some time now, I didn't realize it wasn't going anywhere. When you trip and fall, if the tumbling doesn't kill you, then the climb back will.
She says I smile to much. What the hell else does she want from me??? I could cry and moan, throw plates and punch holes in walls...but to what end?...
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She says I smile to much. What the hell else does she want from me??? I could cry and moan, throw plates and punch holes in walls...but to what end?...
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contessa:
Anyone who complains you smile too much should be given a firm smack on the forehead. 
Or maybe a tickle attack. Share the joy, even if it's forced or faked.
Or maybe a tickle attack. Share the joy, even if it's forced or faked.
azkadellia:
She might.
And the grey comes and goes, so no, that's not the case.
And the grey comes and goes, so no, that's not the case.
I have no heart.
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perkele:
hm...that explains quite a bit
darke:
that, and Azkadellia doesn't seem to gravitate toward the heartless. The Damaged and Difficult and Deranged, assuredly,amongst others, but not the heartless.
Searching out an apartment. I'm tired of living the lives of two people.
I'm numb, but that's okay. I don't have answers yet. I feel like it'll be alright.
I'm numb, but that's okay. I don't have answers yet. I feel like it'll be alright.
azkadellia:
*hugs* I'm here if you want me.
The paper cuts sting the most...
azkadellia:
stings yes, hurts, no.
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azkadellia:
Well, I actually do know more mexican bastards in KY, but I was referring to you. When can I expect you next, my nomadic brother?
harlet:
yeah...it does suck...especially having to drop the one class... hard class that I hate but have to have. Im Im onna have to take it again next year. 
Life on other planets...is there really any debate?
Only the egotistical ignorant boob would believe otherwise.
As for intelligent life...do you really think that we, a race of murdering, marauding, easily manipulated monkeys, is the best the whole universe could muster?
Only the egotistical ignorant boob would believe otherwise.
As for intelligent life...do you really think that we, a race of murdering, marauding, easily manipulated monkeys, is the best the whole universe could muster?
azkadellia:
Did you see that thing I posted?! HOW FUCKING AWESOME IS THAT?!
azkadellia:
It should be on my fb wall. otherwise, I think I found it on yahoo news.
The cold cold wind is blowing at my back, pushing my steps off this beaten path. I check the time just for something to do, I'm always stuck stuck in this loop.
Mama cries in the back of my mind, Daddy tries the best he can. The family tree is rotting at the base, the bark so strong now just falls away. At the courthouse...
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Mama cries in the back of my mind, Daddy tries the best he can. The family tree is rotting at the base, the bark so strong now just falls away. At the courthouse...
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Pre-Tuesday is officially here, and it decided to bring some rain in for the occasion!!!
So awesome....
My hand is healing up quite nicely, although I still can't do anything to strenuous. Which really sucks. I tried to workout this morning--ouch. I felt like I got electrocuted. So no more of that for awhile...unless I can just do planks all day long.
So I decided...
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So awesome....
My hand is healing up quite nicely, although I still can't do anything to strenuous. Which really sucks. I tried to workout this morning--ouch. I felt like I got electrocuted. So no more of that for awhile...unless I can just do planks all day long.
So I decided...
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osaka:
i imagine they do cure everything.
unfortunately you dont actually get them in Europe. Certainly not Poland
unfortunately you dont actually get them in Europe. Certainly not Poland
azkadellia:
Please, you think you're such a bad ass. If nothing else, I'd totally take you in the weight lifting division.