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I love how I'm yelled at for something as simple as having to pee. As soon as I leave my room to use the facilities my entire house needs to get into the bathroom, and then I am yelled at for being cranky when this happens. "Because if you go in there, you'll be in there for an hour." Noooo. And if I was I would have no problem letting people use the bathroom ahead of me. Way to be a jerk dad. I slammed my bedroom door in protest. Because I am awesome I didn't get yelled at.

Plus I mean, I've spent most of the day holed up in my room, reading, for school no less. I really should be reading theorectical essays but I'm really not in the state of mind to be doing that. In other words I'm out of medication. I'm not a drug addict all of my prescriptions are perfectly legal. I'm just perfectly out of one at the moment.

I went to stop and shop last night on a food run and I saw my friend Orran which was unbelievably awesome. I've been seeing him more and more lately which is great, because I've missed a lot of my old friends. The curcumstances as to why he's back in the area aren't so great, but what can you do?

Also my crankyness is probably not helped by the fact that I haven't had a single goddamn clove today. Not one. I've been at home and my mother would kill me if she caught me smoking.

Edit:

It gets to the point where I'm vicariously living through images of myself.



But the fun thing about this pic is it contains 4 of the 5 things I can't live without . . . AWESOME. Plus there's lots of pink and you can't really go wrong with lots of pink. Aaaaand my best friend took it and she's awesome and I love her. And that's all there is to it.