pennycandy

"Brandy, you're a fine girl
What a good wife you would be
But my life, my lover, my lady
Is the sea."
Looking Glass

I wish I could be so indepent of the opposite sex. If only I was a pirate. I'm not trying to be funny, I mean it. Damnit, I sound like a boob.
I'm not really sad. I mean, how can I be sad over something that I knew was nothing? I guess I am sad. I didn't even like him, the most attractive thing about him was that he didn't want anyone else. Damn, why do I do this? Guys don't do this. I feel like he used me, but I used him. Maybe we used eachother.
I just want to not feel empty about this anymore.