penelopelee

life sucks when making the right decision hurts the person you care about most.

wow. pittsburgh actually had an electroclash underwear dance party. a week before i'm leaving. i wore underpants, my big dirty "I LOVE THE SOUTH" t-shirt [which jason gave me], cowboy boots and ripped fishnets. and danced for 4 hours straight.

at the dance party, i ran into this girl i used to be in a band with who is now the guitarist for a band...
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what does one do for sore breasts and mood swings related to pms? ride it out? being off the birth control pills blows. my current top choice for best remedy is white russianz, but what DOESN'T that fix?

so, if everything goes as planned, i'll be back in nyc on the night of april 26th. my fam kept pushing it back because my dad is, um, renovating my old room or something, where i'll have to live until i get back into dorms.

and then this summer i'll be in school. taking pre-calc and statistics. I CAN'T WAIT.

i can't stop EATING. i think i'm subconsciously storing nutrition like a camel, because i know i'm going to spend every night dancing and every day running around manhattan as soon as i get back to nyc in three weeks. chances are, i'll also join my mom's [fat lady] gym, so i can also lift weights.

also, i got a bloody nose and BLED on...
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because there is no longer any sleeping, i'm forced to apply my nighttime pore clarifying treatment at 6:08am.

not having access to a car makes everything suck roughly infinity times worse.

vodka for breakfast. going to see hel later. going to see monster after that. can't stop listening to the grey album. i wantto take math classes with my little brother this summer. t'would be ill.

nyc is coming so fast. i want a welcome home party. like, a seriously big one.

and that's a picture from one of the first times i ever hung out with waxangel, back in fall 2001. we'd always each carried around a piece of that photostrip in our wallets since that day, and neither of us knew the other one did it until a few weeks ago. makes you wanna barf, doesn't it?

it's kind of disturbing that i can trace my string of boyfriends all the way back to 1998 with this website. and i didn't even meet any of them through the site.

in chronological order:
jason
wozzwinkl
baphomatic
waxangel

so is this a testament that sg is taking over the world, or that i only date boys who are into porn?
probably both.


i stayed...
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