this is my dog at a dogpark it was like a year after i got out of the mental insitution in fact im in reabiliation they just dont say it because i got in bymyself and said i need help whit me life and stuff so i guess you call this a reabilitation but i only go to the mental institution for my schizophrenia paranoia so well and other stuff like i said i guess not had found the girl i love meens a lot to me once you know what ok is you kinda wanna figure out what is not that doesnt change and well i mean i know that and you should too its just that everything gets all mixed up in some sort of way i should talk formyself like the example i gave you i think ive gone fat eveytime i felt in love then lost the weight you know so i think i just may be being ok like theres not much to expect when you get involved in something or maybe not i think i just wasted my life so far and by that i mean fuck yeah right i cant even do anything not even watch tv or listen to the radio you get the point im unusefull like forever coz i think they will always be asshools and ill always exist you know im not realy a good person to tell you on how much someone can be not perfect and be a bum and a dumbass and all you know like real stupid but since im not a authority it doesnt realy mather coz i cant controle much i tought i could and still do but my strenght is another think i have to think about like what the fuck fun can be great but give it a rest already whit your unseistive drugy drunk sober stinky liar toughts im only here for a couple of more years and at least now im happy because my parents are alive whit what they wont last much longer because you know so far all i feel like is punch someone in the face when i go on the streets other then my stupids neighboors and stupid mormon members besides that im ok you know what i meant is that i havent felt anything since like im in canada american country if you dont know this already and french and dumb place what i meant i can still lose another 25 years what is almost close of what my parents can still live i dont think im going to last that one because and transparent by any chance if you are a cute girl and get all this please send me a quick hello my neighboors are realy getting trought my skin and ill tell you this there fucking ugly and 2 they have no fucking idall the stupid baby boomers have bought all there is of this world of my generation and 2 because europe stinks like they where in hell and 3 because i cant always realy on my parents or people or faith or think that the sun is yellow and the sky is blue and the water is green blueea how to live a life or just get trought it they play stupid music they have stupid conversation even if they masturbate they greet you in the best way possible they think there gangster because a car passes infront of of there stinky house they watch tv listen to radio get informe of politics and war get involved in peace like hey i know a mormon mexican stuff like that anyways thats about all cya around
