peachiepie

so, my first night as a dancer sucked. my boss kept me waiting for three hours and i had to hang out with these stupid club kids and get hit on by a bunch of skeevy guys. I had the worst migraine and just couldn't wait to get home and go to sleep. I'm s'posed to go back tonight, but I think that I'm going to go to a party instead. I already have a job elsewhere and i don't need to waste my time in a situation that makes me uncomfortable.
Speaking of situations that make me uncomfortable, I told my friend yesterday that I don't want to sleep with him anymore, and he decided that he doesn't even want to be friends anymore if we can't sleep together. I think it's tottally stupid, b/c i was never his g/f or anything like that. He knew that it was a casual thing. I'm glad that that happened though, b/c at least now i know how he really thought of me.
My whole life has been strange like that lately. All these things keep happening to me that feel awful for right now, but i know that they will benefit me in the long run. It's like I know I'm going through a positive phase of my life, but i just can't seem to get happy .