So today is saturday... yippee... lol. Haven't been sarcastic in a while.
I'm doing better now. My headaches haven't come back which is a really good thing. My dad was trying to get me to give him info over the phone so he can help me out. It seems that my blood pressure is low. I take it everyday and it is constantly low. Dunno why. So he advised me to make some changes with my daily routine to try to change that. So far it has helped.
I'm hosting Thanksgiving again! Yay! I'm really excited because i enjoy putting events together. The sad part is that my mom won't be here this year. She's spending it with my dad in Mexico. Also no one seems to want to host it with me. Pookey is tired of hosting a party every year and i don't blame him. My cousin said she would help me but she doesn't seem to be as enthusiastic about it as i am, so i'm not really counting on her help.
It's going to be great.
I feel lonely. I feel like i'm being misunderstood and everyone seems to be against the choices i've been making lately. I feel that everyone is pushing me to do something with my time. I need to relax! I need a break! I don't want to do anything, i just want to enjoy my life and the world around me! I'm tired of living everyday as a routine as if i were working in an assembly line for a living, I want to LIVE!!! I don't want to become a mindless and emotionless robot. No one seems to understand that.
Ugh... i feel like i've reached that point in which i crashed into the wall. Everything fell apart and nothing that i do seems to be good enough.
So how is everyone doing? I want to hear what everyone has been up to? Any interesting stories?
I'm doing better now. My headaches haven't come back which is a really good thing. My dad was trying to get me to give him info over the phone so he can help me out. It seems that my blood pressure is low. I take it everyday and it is constantly low. Dunno why. So he advised me to make some changes with my daily routine to try to change that. So far it has helped.
I'm hosting Thanksgiving again! Yay! I'm really excited because i enjoy putting events together. The sad part is that my mom won't be here this year. She's spending it with my dad in Mexico. Also no one seems to want to host it with me. Pookey is tired of hosting a party every year and i don't blame him. My cousin said she would help me but she doesn't seem to be as enthusiastic about it as i am, so i'm not really counting on her help.
It's going to be great.
I feel lonely. I feel like i'm being misunderstood and everyone seems to be against the choices i've been making lately. I feel that everyone is pushing me to do something with my time. I need to relax! I need a break! I don't want to do anything, i just want to enjoy my life and the world around me! I'm tired of living everyday as a routine as if i were working in an assembly line for a living, I want to LIVE!!! I don't want to become a mindless and emotionless robot. No one seems to understand that.
Ugh... i feel like i've reached that point in which i crashed into the wall. Everything fell apart and nothing that i do seems to be good enough.
So how is everyone doing? I want to hear what everyone has been up to? Any interesting stories?
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We usually bring in "orphaned" friends for our Thanksgiving and fatten them up as much as possible. But this year everyone has somewhere to go. It's actually a little sad cause we like taking care of people. Oh well, at least we know we'll have tons of people for our traditional after-Thanksgiving turkey enchiladas that we make. That always brings them out.
Not much has been going on, which is a good thing since I've been so lazy lately. We did call a personal trainer and will meet with her after T-giving and see if she can start whipping us into shape. I certainly need it.
I'm glad the headaches are subsiding. That's really worisome. Do you think it could be a stress reaction?
Be well. Lots of love.