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central/east texas in the rearview. green, mist, shade falls behind, becoming memory.

go west young man.

the road is long and lonesome.


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"...wishing for it
only makes it bleed..."

-tom waits

central/east texas in the rearview. green, mist, shade falls behind, becoming memory.

go west young man.

the road is long and lonesome.


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"...wishing for it
only makes it bleed..."

-tom waits

black wednesday
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goodbye old town.
farewell the best two years of my lilfe.
goodbye my green eyes
farewell my love
i will never be the same.
i love you.

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if i could start again
a million miles away...


-pb

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i've decided i'm going to leave SG for awhile. i can't get the clear head i need while hanging around here. i need to get to a place where i can truly let go if i'm to truly come back, and this only applies partly to SG.

i'll most likely be back in early November once i make the move to Los Angeles.

i'll leave...
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"i'm breathing so i guess i'm still alive"

-Tool

sometimes, even considering, this alive thing isn't so bad.

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shellshocked blank slate.. like standing at the cliff's edge, freedom and solitary thoughts on the brink of terrible, dangerous emptiness while looking down on so much potential. no one around for miles but confused voices of promises lost. i believed for the first time and somehow...
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broken.

i'm alive, mostly. sometimes it's a bit hard to tell, especially upon waking in the black hours before sunrise after a bit of dreamless sleep. it seems nightmares need not wait until my blues are sealed shut with tears and disbelief.

the blessed novacaine of shock has degenerated into bleak, blunt pain and flashing images; memories and promises lost.

it's familiar, this...
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if it wasn't for your misfortune
i'd be a heavenly person today