i'm headed to New Jersey for a week next Monday. work related. near McChord AFB. the only good thing i remember about that place was a Korean sushi bar and the fact that i didn't have to get out in the balls-ass cold to pump my own gas.
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i'm kinda thinking of quitting alcohol for awhile. my coworkers and friends are going to hate...
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i'm kinda thinking of quitting alcohol for awhile. my coworkers and friends are going to hate...
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i'm feeling a bit edgy, full up to brimmingbursting. hungry need wails, resounding from the walls of my ribcage. i offer caffeine, sugar, starch, water, meat, herbs, nicotine, alcohol, philosophy, exhaustion, books, contemplation, philanthropy, duty, money, baths, music, brooding, weights, sweat, pain, nihilism, intellectualism, dreams, oblivion...
and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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delusion:
Re: picture change.
Swoon.
Swoon.
cheech:
I had a dream Sat/Sun night that a roadside Dairy Queen manager was trying to rip me off.
It was that kinda night, post-midnight.
Last night? I can't recall. Another dream about being on vacation somewhere. Sometimes, my vacation spots are pretty odd... like the one a couple weeks ago that had alien invader drones monitoring the hiking trails... or the one a few months ago that had a downed UH-1 full of 'nam-soldier-corpses float by under the river...
It was that kinda night, post-midnight.
Last night? I can't recall. Another dream about being on vacation somewhere. Sometimes, my vacation spots are pretty odd... like the one a couple weeks ago that had alien invader drones monitoring the hiking trails... or the one a few months ago that had a downed UH-1 full of 'nam-soldier-corpses float by under the river...
i'm feeling a bit edgy, full up to brimmingbursting. hungry need wails, resounding from the walls of my ribcage. i offer caffeine, sugar, starch, water, meat, herbs, nicotine, alcohol, philosophy, exhaustion, books, contemplation, philanthropy, duty, money, baths, music, brooding, weights, sweat, pain, nihilism, intellectualism, dreams, oblivion...
and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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arachnequarius:
elf rope and potatoes? hmmmmmmm, that sounds ... ummm ... well, just odd really. 
i just learned how to use a chainsaw, and power tools make me a little lusty, so that could make for an interesting evening. 
ohhh, new order ... delight and fabulousness. however, you sound pensive, my love. what is on the mind of the pb, eh? much in the way of thoughts weighing uponst the brains? wishing you a bit of happy on this lovely day. sending a
i just learned how to use a chainsaw, and power tools make me a little lusty, so that could make for an interesting evening.
ohhh, new order ... delight and fabulousness. however, you sound pensive, my love. what is on the mind of the pb, eh? much in the way of thoughts weighing uponst the brains? wishing you a bit of happy on this lovely day. sending a
Q&A
are you happy?
are you sexed?
are you emo?
are you my muse?
are you drunk?
are you hungover?
are you both the above?
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me?
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around?
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in...
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are you happy?
are you sexed?
are you emo?
are you my muse?
are you drunk?
are you hungover?
are you both the above?
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me?
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around?
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in...
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reacher:
mayhaps i should lay off the damn near case of guinness i inbibe each weekend.
Other than the empty calories, alcohol is about the worst thing you can consume when trying to build muscle. I can feel its effects on my workout the next day if have any more than about half a beer the night before.
http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson11.htm
Course, self-improvement is masturbation. Now self destruction...right Tyler?
Other than the empty calories, alcohol is about the worst thing you can consume when trying to build muscle. I can feel its effects on my workout the next day if have any more than about half a beer the night before.
http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson11.htm
Course, self-improvement is masturbation. Now self destruction...right Tyler?
arachnequarius:
i think the misspelling is precious. and appropos for the word.
are you happy? eh, usually fairly happy. but i plan to be insanely happy someday.
are you sexed? when i choose to be. however, i've decided to set aside the trysts and hold out for a realish thing.
are you emo? at times.
are you my muse? you tell me. actually, i think no.
are you drunk? don't drink.
are you hungover? like a love hangover? well, no.
are you both the above? nope.
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me? i don't see you as ragged. since i am on a constant self-improvement quest, i'm going to say no, but mean yeah, sort of.
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around? that'd be nice, but not likely.
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in a drunken haze at that damn party last nite? no. and find that number!
are you incensed that this great big world doesn't revolve aroud you? not particularly ~ i couldn't take the scrutiny.
are you dreaming? constantly
are you drowned? often, but not in a lady of shalot way
are you only one and only? what means this?
are you feeling pain from last week's drunken playfight and subsquent cracked rib, like me? no, but we could playfight and see what happens
are you listening to your favorite sounds right now? no
are you alive? very much so
are you having your favorite drink at the moment? *goes to get green/ginger tea*
are you stressed/relaxed/solid about your future? all of the above
are you happy? eh, usually fairly happy. but i plan to be insanely happy someday.
are you sexed? when i choose to be. however, i've decided to set aside the trysts and hold out for a realish thing.
are you emo? at times.
are you my muse? you tell me.
actually, i think no.
are you drunk? don't drink.
are you hungover? like a love hangover? well, no.
are you both the above? nope.
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me? i don't see you as ragged. since i am on a constant self-improvement quest, i'm going to say no, but mean yeah, sort of.
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around? that'd be nice, but not likely.
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in a drunken haze at that damn party last nite? no. and find that number!
are you incensed that this great big world doesn't revolve aroud you? not particularly ~ i couldn't take the scrutiny.
are you dreaming? constantly
are you drowned? often, but not in a lady of shalot way
are you only one and only? what means this?
are you feeling pain from last week's drunken playfight and subsquent cracked rib, like me? no, but we could playfight and see what happens
are you listening to your favorite sounds right now? no
are you alive? very much so
are you having your favorite drink at the moment? *goes to get green/ginger tea*
are you stressed/relaxed/solid about your future? all of the above
this is getting to be a bit ridiculous.
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maurauder:
is 'this' what I think it is?
phoebus:
How so?
And, in reference to a journal of a couple days ago: some of the best lyrics ever.
And, in reference to a journal of a couple days ago: some of the best lyrics ever.
Green Tea. Ditch the Starbucks.
Is any other food or drink reported to have as many health benefits as green tea? The Chinese have known about the medicinal benefits of green tea since ancient times, using it to treat everything from headaches to depression. In her book Green Tea: The Natural Secret for a Healthier Life, Nadine Taylor states that green tea has been used...
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Is any other food or drink reported to have as many health benefits as green tea? The Chinese have known about the medicinal benefits of green tea since ancient times, using it to treat everything from headaches to depression. In her book Green Tea: The Natural Secret for a Healthier Life, Nadine Taylor states that green tea has been used...
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wendy:
redbull is upset that you gave up so fast. he mad.
he also mad cos i said you were hot. he said
NO! you belong to me!
no more effort to steal me away? shame on you.
he also mad cos i said you were hot. he said
NO! you belong to me!
no more effort to steal me away? shame on you.
california sun.
i wanna be your boyfriend.
i want you around.
today your love, tomorrow the world.
-pb
book: bloodsucking fiends, christopher moore
music: the ramones, like duh
i wanna be your boyfriend.
i want you around.
today your love, tomorrow the world.
-pb
book: bloodsucking fiends, christopher moore
music: the ramones, like duh
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delusion:
I meant to write a line of poetry
about the way your eyes are
blue, as the bonnets in your Texas.
But, all that I could think was
it would be cool if you were closer
and also naked.
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about the way your eyes are
blue, as the bonnets in your Texas.
But, all that I could think was
it would be cool if you were closer
and also naked.
[Edited on Nov 17, 2004 5:20AM]
arachnequarius:
greetings, my dear. just leaving you a
goddam it, i'm one bored fucker. journal bomb me with nekkie pics or something.
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this one and only soul to ever hold my sincerest, deepest affections and then cast them aside like so much detritus, my high school sweetheart, my college hang up, my one claim to real love in all my days yet...has somehow inserted herself, after 10 years of blessed silence, thankful...
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lightsneeze:
hmm....too bad...I've noticed nobody's bombed your journal with nekkie pics......
hmmmmmmm sushi...I'm a jealous woman right now.
hmmmmmmm sushi...I'm a jealous woman right now.
tryst:
I'm not sure, but if I tell you, will you make an effort to come hang out with me/us? grrrrrr....
i'll have that lead salad now.
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crushjunkie:
Haha, 'existentialist broodish faux literary nonsense' - you shouldn't bite the ethereal hand that feeds your cyber veneer existence... - just kidding.
Sore ribs - good job. I have to go pick a fight one of these days. I feel like I'm becoming a soft suburban blobule of fatty weakness. I dug up my old kung-fu workout book - I look forward to having a 6pack again.
Cheers.
- just kidding.
Sore ribs - good job. I have to go pick a fight one of these days. I feel like I'm becoming a soft suburban blobule of fatty weakness. I dug up my old kung-fu workout book - I look forward to having a 6pack again.
Cheers.
wendy:
i was beginning to wonder why you didn't have hexe listed as one of your favorites. she seemed like your type when her set went up. she is out of this werrrld.
with that said, i just dyed my hair dark brown.
ed norton makes me wanna double click my mouse.
with that said, i just dyed my hair dark brown.
ed norton makes me wanna double click my mouse.
don't ever trust a guy with a mandolin and a bottle of wild turkey. especially if he smiles a bit too much.
-pb
-pb
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maurauder:
I'm right there with you. Don't ever trust a beautiful woman with fuck-me boots and a bottle of plum wine.
reacher:
Friends don't let friends play the mandolin.
save me.
i want to fuck your mind because it is one of the most beautiful minds i have ever come in contact with. and i would like to sleep with it. i think it might feel good.
don't you need a code or something for the adobe cd?
sometimes.