Monday May 16, 2005

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it is the cursed, lost minutes between the small light in my room going out and the moment of blissful sleep that i feel my most lonesome. it is these thick, ripe moments when i feel most like an ungrateful son, an aloof brother, a lacking friend or a painfully absent lover---it is these painful, doubting minutes when i feel crippling guilt for not being...
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thejuanupsman:
It is always strange and wonderful to read something where someone is feeling what you feel, saying what you wish you could say.
nocontrol:
i don't love any souls. i only love jelly donuts.

Saturday May 07, 2005

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ok, the answer like three of you have been waiting for:

cajun. or, to gleefully use the slang-- coon ass.

it interests me how so many think i'm irish. i DO love Guinness, and bagpipe music (though that's really Scottish), and i've been in one or two bar brawls in my day. id be interested to know why some of yous think that way.

so...
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maurauder:
i miss you... frown
maurauder:
hey poo-head, I thought you were writing a new update! tongue

I even took a study break to come read it. confused

also, I'd like to take this moment to say how much I love you.

I love you THIS

















































MUCH!

*drip drip* <---see, thats me being sappy as a mofo.

but I can't help it, 'cause I'm rather giddy and twitterpated tonight.

so glad we got to talk.

I love you baby.

*SMOOCH*

Wednesday May 04, 2005

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Hear that lonesome whippoorwill
He sounds too blue to fly
The midnight train is whining low
I'm so lonesome I could cry

I've never seen a night so long
When time goes crawling by
The moon just went behind a cloud
To hide its face and cry

Did you ever see a robin weep
When leaves begin to die?
Like me he's lost the will...
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maurauder:
Gee, you sure do make work funn! love love love
nocontrol:
I love that fucking song. Thanks for reminding me.

Monday May 02, 2005

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maurauder:
Hey! Didjya get mah email?
maurauder:
Hmmmmm

confused ...my box is empty... confused

thats email box you PERV!!!11

Saturday Apr 23, 2005

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goin' outta town for about a week and half on uhh business.

would that i had something earth-shattering to say as i fly away but i think the earth died screaming...


-pb mad
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maurauder:
You're a devil with that phone...

Tell the fanclub I say hi.

-Miss Toxic
kiss
smuffy:
too bad it's not business and not pleasure.

pleasure being moxie toxic of course. biggrin

Monday Apr 18, 2005

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what goes up must, as they say, come down.

gravity, like this continent, sucks.
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arachnequarius:
yr going down wha? wink

continents are dumb.
crushjunkie:
Where be thy pirate?

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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taste you savor you devour you love you swim inside you until we're blurred together like paint and tears and gin pressed tight running in swirling dreams floating dark betwixt our skulls where i can't spill enough of you overflowing into my soft soul succubus seared and scarred never again we blend into my kissing pouting lonely fragile lips on this key i keep growing...
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arachnequarius:
hey gin-n-tonix!! actually, said haunter is a stranger to the sweet pb. however, because i like to turn on a dime and leave five cents change, as it were, the whole impulse is evaporating. *sigh*

you make me laugh when you post drunkey. biggrin
smuffy:
dude I totally appreciated your DC cherry blossom festival thread.

good call. kiss

Sunday Apr 10, 2005

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arachnequarius:
the contradictions are as important to note as the beauty. i love the blossoms - i miss them since moving - but i really strongly dislike that so many people percieve natural space as their dumping ground rather than an experience to be shared and protected by all in attendance.

blossoms are happy. smile
puresauciness:
I wanted to go. frown

i love the sequence of the pictures.

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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thank you all so much for the birthday wishes. you're making me feel so much better about being 30. i don't feel any older...in fact i feel better now than i have in my whole life, thanks to a few select people and one amazing pirate (who is quitting smoking today. wow.)

here's my one nod to my first 30 years on this dog earth...
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fractal:
cool cool.

keep me posted n stuff.
roxxee:
That tattoo is bad ass. And Happy Belated Birthday!

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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Tom Waits, as always, says it best.

-pbmad

Phone's off the hook
No one knows where we are
It's a long time since I
Drank champagne
The ocean is blue
As blue as your eyes
I'm gonna take it with me
When I go

Old long since gone
Now way back when
We lived in Coney Island
Ain't no good thing
Ever dies
I'm gonna...
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kelland:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

kiss kiss kiss
ichipulti:
Happy Birthday !!! kiss
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