pb

bad week. feeling a bit better now. i've realized working looooong hours in the office depresses me because i feel like i'm expending huge amounts of my finite supply of life and energy on needless bureacracy and stupid paperwork.

i want to watch twin peaks again. the whole series. guess i'll go down to the basement and get my vcr since the pilot (pre episode 1) comes only on vhs.

i want those hurricanes to come flush it all away like in the Tool song Aenima. its the only way to fix it.

i can't wait until school starts. i get to go to the local school on Tuesdays and Thursdays and help teach 2nd and 3rd graders to read. i want them to get the same comfort and wonder from stories and poetry that i've been loving my whole life. that's one thing that's cool about being in the DoD, you get do a lot of stuff like this.


-pb


music: kruder and dorfmeister
book: redemption of althalus