the following are re-hashings of previous journal entries. thought i'd bring them up as i can't really think clearly at the moment and both entries sort of mirror how i'm feeling right now.
-pb
<---- is now an sb
book: neuromancer
music: massive attack
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don't come near me with those hips, that skin, your smoooooth scent.
i hope your lithe fingertips tangle in that...
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-pb
<---- is now an sb
book: neuromancer
music: massive attack
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don't come near me with those hips, that skin, your smoooooth scent.
i hope your lithe fingertips tangle in that...
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happy
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charley:
excellent!
excellent!
jimmysbunny:
OCCUPATION: high priest of Bacchus
...that's about the funniest damn thing I've read in a while...
what's your job in the AF? I'm a 3M0, or Services
I'm also from Texas too, a little hick town about an hour outside of San Antonio. What about you? Hit me back. Laters
...that's about the funniest damn thing I've read in a while...
what's your job in the AF? I'm a 3M0, or Services
I'm also from Texas too, a little hick town about an hour outside of San Antonio. What about you? Hit me back. Laters
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maurauder:
email: I'll have to get back to you on that. I guess it's all you, because you know where I'm coming from. I told you where 'm coming from.
Curiosity killed the cat.
Satisfaction brought him back.
do it.
Curiosity killed the cat.
Satisfaction brought him back.
do it.
maurauder:
g'night
i'm headed to New Jersey for a week next Monday. work related. near McGuire AFB. the only good thing i remember about that place was a Korean sushi bar and the fact that i didn't have to get out in the balls-ass cold to pump my own gas.
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i'm kinda thinking of quitting alcohol for awhile. my coworkers and friends are going to hate...
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wendy:
how long will you be in jersey. like.. until what date. just curious.
i miss texas too. but that's just my nickname for him. (awwwwww shit)
time to update my journal.
i miss texas too. but that's just my nickname for him. (awwwwww shit)
time to update my journal.
wendy:
i am officially opening a clothing store. you should see my apartment right now. my journal will explain.
i might be semi-nearby while you're there.
tho i doubt you'd wanna get a beer. since i can't even get a lil phone call
i might be semi-nearby while you're there.
tho i doubt you'd wanna get a beer. since i can't even get a lil phone call
i'm headed to New Jersey for a week next Monday. work related. near McChord AFB. the only good thing i remember about that place was a Korean sushi bar and the fact that i didn't have to get out in the balls-ass cold to pump my own gas.
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wendy:
no time to read your entry right now. my head feels like it is going to explode. i have only left my couch to shower, smoke cigarettes in the hall, and leave to go to bars. and this has been going on now for exactly one week.
save me.
i want to fuck your mind because it is one of the most beautiful minds i have ever come in contact with. and i would like to sleep with it. i think it might feel good.
don't you need a code or something for the adobe cd?
save me.
i want to fuck your mind because it is one of the most beautiful minds i have ever come in contact with. and i would like to sleep with it. i think it might feel good.
don't you need a code or something for the adobe cd?
smuffy:
I miss hungary.
sometimes.
sometimes.
i'm feeling a bit edgy, full up to brimmingbursting. hungry need wails, resounding from the walls of my ribcage. i offer caffeine, sugar, starch, water, meat, herbs, nicotine, alcohol, philosophy, exhaustion, books, contemplation, philanthropy, duty, money, baths, music, brooding, weights, sweat, pain, nihilism, intellectualism, dreams, oblivion...
and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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delusion:
Re: picture change.
Swoon.
Swoon.
cheech:
I had a dream Sat/Sun night that a roadside Dairy Queen manager was trying to rip me off.
It was that kinda night, post-midnight.
Last night? I can't recall. Another dream about being on vacation somewhere. Sometimes, my vacation spots are pretty odd... like the one a couple weeks ago that had alien invader drones monitoring the hiking trails... or the one a few months ago that had a downed UH-1 full of 'nam-soldier-corpses float by under the river...
It was that kinda night, post-midnight.
Last night? I can't recall. Another dream about being on vacation somewhere. Sometimes, my vacation spots are pretty odd... like the one a couple weeks ago that had alien invader drones monitoring the hiking trails... or the one a few months ago that had a downed UH-1 full of 'nam-soldier-corpses float by under the river...
i'm feeling a bit edgy, full up to brimmingbursting. hungry need wails, resounding from the walls of my ribcage. i offer caffeine, sugar, starch, water, meat, herbs, nicotine, alcohol, philosophy, exhaustion, books, contemplation, philanthropy, duty, money, baths, music, brooding, weights, sweat, pain, nihilism, intellectualism, dreams, oblivion...
and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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and this thing, this desire, this lust for soft pale skin--sighs and thighs and plaintive cries--this thing craving your...
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arachnequarius:
elf rope and potatoes? hmmmmmmm, that sounds ... ummm ... well, just odd really. i just learned how to use a chainsaw, and power tools make me a little lusty, so that could make for an interesting evening.
ohhh, new order ... delight and fabulousness. however, you sound pensive, my love. what is on the mind of the pb, eh? much in the way of thoughts weighing uponst the brains? wishing you a bit of happy on this lovely day. sending a
i just learned how to use a chainsaw, and power tools make me a little lusty, so that could make for an interesting evening.
ohhh, new order ... delight and fabulousness. however, you sound pensive, my love. what is on the mind of the pb, eh? much in the way of thoughts weighing uponst the brains? wishing you a bit of happy on this lovely day. sending a
Q&A
are you happy?
are you sexed?
are you emo?
are you my muse?
are you drunk?
are you hungover?
are you both the above?
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me?
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around?
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in...
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are you happy?
are you sexed?
are you emo?
are you my muse?
are you drunk?
are you hungover?
are you both the above?
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me?
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around?
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in...
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reacher:
mayhaps i should lay off the damn near case of guinness i inbibe each weekend.
Other than the empty calories, alcohol is about the worst thing you can consume when trying to build muscle. I can feel its effects on my workout the next day if have any more than about half a beer the night before.
http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson11.htm
Course, self-improvement is masturbation. Now self destruction...right Tyler?
Other than the empty calories, alcohol is about the worst thing you can consume when trying to build muscle. I can feel its effects on my workout the next day if have any more than about half a beer the night before.
http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson11.htm
Course, self-improvement is masturbation. Now self destruction...right Tyler?
arachnequarius:
i think the misspelling is precious. and appropos for the word.
are you happy? eh, usually fairly happy. but i plan to be insanely happy someday.
are you sexed? when i choose to be. however, i've decided to set aside the trysts and hold out for a realish thing.
are you emo? at times.
are you my muse? you tell me. actually, i think no.
are you drunk? don't drink.
are you hungover? like a love hangover? well, no.
are you both the above? nope.
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me? i don't see you as ragged. since i am on a constant self-improvement quest, i'm going to say no, but mean yeah, sort of.
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around? that'd be nice, but not likely.
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in a drunken haze at that damn party last nite? no. and find that number!
are you incensed that this great big world doesn't revolve aroud you? not particularly ~ i couldn't take the scrutiny.
are you dreaming? constantly
are you drowned? often, but not in a lady of shalot way
are you only one and only? what means this?
are you feeling pain from last week's drunken playfight and subsquent cracked rib, like me? no, but we could playfight and see what happens
are you listening to your favorite sounds right now? no
are you alive? very much so
are you having your favorite drink at the moment? *goes to get green/ginger tea*
are you stressed/relaxed/solid about your future? all of the above
are you happy? eh, usually fairly happy. but i plan to be insanely happy someday.
are you sexed? when i choose to be. however, i've decided to set aside the trysts and hold out for a realish thing.
are you emo? at times.
are you my muse? you tell me.
actually, i think no.
are you drunk? don't drink.
are you hungover? like a love hangover? well, no.
are you both the above? nope.
are you getting a bit ragged at the edges like me? i don't see you as ragged. since i am on a constant self-improvement quest, i'm going to say no, but mean yeah, sort of.
are you the warm little center of the world we all crowd around? that'd be nice, but not likely.
are you that gorgeous girl who's conversation and number were both mine, then promptly lost in a drunken haze at that damn party last nite? no. and find that number!
are you incensed that this great big world doesn't revolve aroud you? not particularly ~ i couldn't take the scrutiny.
are you dreaming? constantly
are you drowned? often, but not in a lady of shalot way
are you only one and only? what means this?
are you feeling pain from last week's drunken playfight and subsquent cracked rib, like me? no, but we could playfight and see what happens
are you listening to your favorite sounds right now? no
are you alive? very much so
are you having your favorite drink at the moment? *goes to get green/ginger tea*
are you stressed/relaxed/solid about your future? all of the above
this is getting to be a bit ridiculous.
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maurauder:
is 'this' what I think it is?
phoebus:
How so?
And, in reference to a journal of a couple days ago: some of the best lyrics ever.
And, in reference to a journal of a couple days ago: some of the best lyrics ever.
Green Tea. Ditch the Starbucks.
Is any other food or drink reported to have as many health benefits as green tea? The Chinese have known about the medicinal benefits of green tea since ancient times, using it to treat everything from headaches to depression. In her book Green Tea: The Natural Secret for a Healthier Life, Nadine Taylor states that green tea has been used...
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Is any other food or drink reported to have as many health benefits as green tea? The Chinese have known about the medicinal benefits of green tea since ancient times, using it to treat everything from headaches to depression. In her book Green Tea: The Natural Secret for a Healthier Life, Nadine Taylor states that green tea has been used...
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wendy:
redbull is upset that you gave up so fast. he mad.
he also mad cos i said you were hot. he said NO! you belong to me!
no more effort to steal me away? shame on you.
he also mad cos i said you were hot. he said
NO! you belong to me!
no more effort to steal me away? shame on you.
california sun.
i wanna be your boyfriend.
i want you around.
today your love, tomorrow the world.
-pb
book: bloodsucking fiends, christopher moore
music: the ramones, like duh
i wanna be your boyfriend.
i want you around.
today your love, tomorrow the world.
-pb
book: bloodsucking fiends, christopher moore
music: the ramones, like duh
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delusion:
I meant to write a line of poetry
about the way your eyes are
blue, as the bonnets in your Texas.
But, all that I could think was
it would be cool if you were closer
and also naked.
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about the way your eyes are
blue, as the bonnets in your Texas.
But, all that I could think was
it would be cool if you were closer
and also naked.
[Edited on Nov 17, 2004 5:20AM]
arachnequarius:
greetings, my dear. just leaving you a
goddam it, i'm one bored fucker. journal bomb me with nekkie pics or something.
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this one and only soul to ever hold my sincerest, deepest affections and then cast them aside like so much detritus, my high school sweetheart, my college hang up, my one claim to real love in all my days yet...has somehow inserted herself, after 10 years of blessed silence, thankful...
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lightsneeze:
hmm....too bad...I've noticed nobody's bombed your journal with nekkie pics......
hmmmmmmm sushi...I'm a jealous woman right now.
hmmmmmmm sushi...I'm a jealous woman right now.
tryst:
I'm not sure, but if I tell you, will you make an effort to come hang out with me/us? grrrrrr....
I must try to acquaint her with this little online world of ours before I pop the "do you want to take nekkie pics of each other and post them on the internet" question...
Possible scenario #1:
me ->
her ->
me - >
her ->
me ->