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So this weekend was totally messed up and not in a good way.

My son turns 3 on Sunday. You would think that being family his aunts and uncles would keep their schedules clear so that they could be there for his birthday party. Nope. I had to fight and beg and plead and threaten to cancel it just so they would spend 2 hours with him Friday night eating cupcakes. I really got into it with my sister in law. She was saying it was my fault everyone had plans because I didn't let them know far enough ahead. Those plans consist of a salon visit and taking the kids to this bouncy castle place. You figure they could reschedule some of it.

Then we really got into it again yesterday. I was super sick. I wouldn't have gotten out of bed if I didn't have things to do. As we were getting ready to leave she asked me if I could pick up a can of formula for her. It's $26. I wasn't super happy about it but I told her we would. I was shopping for Connor's birthday so we were out for a little bit. On our way home she calls and is all pissed off because we've been gone for an hour. I told her we were on our way home and that we got what she needed. She hung up without a "Thank you" or "Bye". That kind of crap annoys me. On top of being sick that was just bad. So I get home and give her the formula. She gets all up in my face about how we shouldn't have stayed gone so long. We ended up having a screaming match in front of the kids that ended with me telling her to shut up before I did something stupid. I was so mad afterward I was shaking.

Then today James was taking his uncle to the doctor and I was taking the car to the shop. She said she'd watch my son while I went. I'm walking out the door and she calls me back in and tells me that she can't watch him because she has to go to work. I got a little irritated but I said okay. Then I saw her later in town with a friend.

I'm just so tired of all the petty shit. I really can't wait to either move out or for her to move out. I just don't understand why some people are so childish and have to create problems. I try to help people out where I can and I try to be a good person and not hurt people but it seems like people think I'm a door mat now. And I won't tolerate that.

On a good note I'm definitely getting my nose pierced and my knot in the next week or two. And it looks like my big one will soon follow that so I'm SUPER EXCITED!!!

And we might be taking a trip to Atlanta in the next week or two. We love it up there and Connor has never been. We wanna take him to the zoo and the aquarium. I can't wait!