how sick of me
must you be
by now
while you're standing just outside
of what your pride will allow
always reaching into yourself
to find a new way to understand me
when i'm sure that there's no one else
in the world
who could withstand me
the first person in your life
to ever really matter
is saying the last thing
that you want...
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must you be
by now
while you're standing just outside
of what your pride will allow
always reaching into yourself
to find a new way to understand me
when i'm sure that there's no one else
in the world
who could withstand me
the first person in your life
to ever really matter
is saying the last thing
that you want...
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vwwitch:
first of all i have to say wow .... that is amazing .... you r a very good writer .... i absolutely love it .... i have always been a sucker for someone that can write poems .... and i love the new pics too ... your so beautiful ...
williamtrinity:
my heart is broken. My boyfriend Ryan, fucked up and got completely drunk, my parents found out and kicked him out. So I had to take him back home. We're still going to work on our relationship and getting our shit together/getting jobs making money so we can actually be together and do shit...meaning not being broke. My parents hearts are broken too, they loved...
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aj_paradiselost:
Shit has a way of fucking working itself out babe so hang in there. And no I am not going to break out into a verse of Wilson Philips. Anyway something tells me that you know all about how to stay tough.
Hanging tough, hanging tough......New Kids on the Block.............Shit I can't believe I just typed that.
Hanging tough, hanging tough......New Kids on the Block.............Shit I can't believe I just typed that.
vwwitch:
well i really hope u and your man can work everything out ... your very lucky to have someone ....on another note .... i only live about 2 hours from lancaster .... would u concider doing some modeling ... im interested in photographing u if your interested .... if not i do understand but i had to ask
You can all thank my amazingly stupid ex-boyfriend Steve for logging into my account and posting something retarded because he can't handle the fact that he wasn't good enough for me, and someone else is. Can't handle the fact that I went to rehab, and actually wanted to get clean, so I had to leave him. Hello, I'm a heroin addict, I can't still date...
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starry_eyed:
it was something along the lines of i'm an asshole that uses people and i sleep with them get what i want then bring my new guy and leave... it was pretty entertaining... what a shame i can't remember it word for word
aramei:
hey dude, you seem like a cool chick ... (like the gender bending in that phrase? i do)
anyway, i'm not completely sure where wilkes barre is, but i know it's a good deal away from Lancaster. ... ?
drop me a line sometime.
anyway, i'm not completely sure where wilkes barre is, but i know it's a good deal away from Lancaster. ... ?
drop me a line sometime.
hi
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nerdboy2345:
happy birthday!
vwwitch:
hey there beautiful ..... wondering how your trip is going ... hope u r well ... hope to hear from u soon ....
just to let everyone know.
Tomorrow I am leaving for Jersey.
Then I am heading towards Northern PA
Then I am heading to Boston...
After that, possibly Florida.
After that, possibly california.
If anyone wants to chill or has a place for me to crash, let me know. My number is 7177992459
wish me luck, ill miss you all.
xo
Tomorrow I am leaving for Jersey.
Then I am heading towards Northern PA
Then I am heading to Boston...
After that, possibly Florida.
After that, possibly california.
If anyone wants to chill or has a place for me to crash, let me know. My number is 7177992459
wish me luck, ill miss you all.
xo
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aj_paradiselost:
Hmmm, this doesn't sound all that planned babe. Are you okay?...........Aj
velvetknuckles:
H. Lemme know when ya get back....
incase anyone was wondering where i've been, I just got out of 28 days in rehab, wooo go me. 30 days clean of EVERYTHING on thursday. I missed you all and am happy to be back..and im really surprised my account is still open...It might close soon but who knows, drop me a line.
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aj_paradiselost:
Yeah, I saw trainspotting a few times. The baby on the ceiling part totally freaked the fuck out of me. Hey yeah, you can send the digits, it would be cool making a new friend cause I'm so burning out on fuckers in this little town where everyone knows everyone. When I'm not working which is rare I usually like to go check out shows. Starting this Sunday I'm going to third shift 12 to 8am unless i'm doing twelve hour shifts. Anyway, like I've said, I dig meeting new people anyway. Its the social Gemini in me. So take it easy patti and yeah, you can send your number to my e-mail address. Its posted on SG under contact. Anyway, L8er babe..................Aj
velvetknuckles:
Hey kiddo. I was in rehab once. It was spooky. But it worked. But I feel everything I learned is slowly being chipped away...............................................................................................................................................................................
So.
I talked to Orion today, who is my friend/roomates with my ex girlfriend.
I asked him about all of my clothes that were left there in the laundry room...which, keep in mind, was my whole wardrobe, including alot of expensive/nice clothing.
Apparently Ali's dog pissed and shit all over them, she didn't clean it up, they grew mold so she threw them out because...
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I talked to Orion today, who is my friend/roomates with my ex girlfriend.
I asked him about all of my clothes that were left there in the laundry room...which, keep in mind, was my whole wardrobe, including alot of expensive/nice clothing.
Apparently Ali's dog pissed and shit all over them, she didn't clean it up, they grew mold so she threw them out because...
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starry_eyed:
you, your boyfriend, your friends anyone that wants to help is more than welcome to! next time i talk to you on aim i'll give you my cell number and hook you up with all the info.
stiggy56:
Hey there! Whats up!?
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soundwave:
Into the gray i go, Goodbye. And the pics don't look bad at all. great start. Goodluck.
mle:
horray! 
My first day of training is tomorrow. *crosses fingers*
I am never going to be able to wake up..I havent woken up before 10 in so long. I am a lazy dead beat, i know.
Hopefully it all goes well, and I dont end up being sick halfway through it.
xo
I am never going to be able to wake up..I havent woken up before 10 in so long. I am a lazy dead beat, i know.
Hopefully it all goes well, and I dont end up being sick halfway through it.
xo
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williamtrinity:
if you need a wake up call let me know... 
receptionistdesk:
that was the same barn party.... mikey works with a few of those kids at fridays.
good luck with your training <3
good luck with your training <3
First off, Madisons new set is making me wiggly in the pants. Total hotness, and GWAR! shot it, which makes it even fucking better. I wish I could see new sets like that everyday. Anyway,
Update on the El-Jobo.
The woman who does the hiring was very impressed with me. She said that she wishes there was TEN OF ME to hire! Which basically means...
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Update on the El-Jobo.
The woman who does the hiring was very impressed with me. She said that she wishes there was TEN OF ME to hire! Which basically means...
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aj_paradiselost:
Blah blah blah, do fuckers really write this much shit to you? I'm fucking jamming to black metal and hoping one of my girlfriends wll wakeup long enough to get me off. I'm so fucked up right now................Give praise to satan, he has won, you will give praise...................I'm such a trashed fucker. YOu are probably thinking that maybe you shouldnt have added me to your friend list. Who the fuck cares, I'm trashed.. Praise me for in the least I am going to destroy these to fuckers in my bed..................I promise, Man I"m a son of a bitch, Metal rules and give them what the fuck they want , right? right? L8er doll.
aj_paradiselost:
I'm fucking wasted doll.