pattti

my heart is broken. My boyfriend Ryan, fucked up and got completely drunk, my parents found out and kicked him out. So I had to take him back home. We're still going to work on our relationship and getting our shit together/getting jobs making money so we can actually be together and do shit...meaning not being broke. My parents hearts are broken too, they loved him. BLAH. I've never felt this way before, and i've been with the guy for two months. Probably because I'm clean and I have real feelings for someone for once, instead of hazy drug covered/booze induced feelings/lust. God damnit why do i keep getting fucked over.
And now for some pictures...