pattti

Nothing new to update. Same old shit. Same shit to bitch about. Same shit to be stressed out about.

OKay, so maybe I DO have something new to bitch about. I am fairly new to SG. But what really bugs me is the amount of girls on here that only have one photoset...and have only have one photoset for a long long time. I thought about applying myself, but by looking at the upcoming girls SEE; HERE, My hopes have pretty much been shot down. There are three pages of upcoming girls. The thing that annoys me even more...is that only about a handful of these girls are actually attractive. It's disapointing. I hate clicking on a girls name and seeing no recent journal updates...and one set of photos.
Bleh, I wish they would delete some of those girls, and keep the amazingly beautiful girls with lots of photos. (And ACCEPT ME.)
When I get some good pictures, I am going to apply. At first I was thinking I am too chubby, and too insecure, but the more I look around, The more girls I find that are the same size as me, if not bigger. Maybe there is hope....
I want to be a part of this. I want to meet people who actually have the same interests as me. I want to have something that makes me feel good. People who make me feel good for being me. I know no one around here that have the same interests as me. With a few exceptions.
OH, and I bought the SG book finally. It just makes me want to do this even more.