you'd like to think you know someone....
or at least that highschool was decades ago....
but these days, I never know.
Sometimes I wonder if theres a great big neon sign on my head that says "hey you! This girl hasnt taken enough shit in her life! So bring it on!".
People like to read too much into things. I guess thats what happens when you dont know someone completely. In my case tho people never seem to want to get to know me. I must be repulsive or some shit like that....and by the way, yes that was sarcastic.
people who wanna get in your pants now claim you "need help" because of the childish drama-banter they've started..talk about making a mountain out of a molehill... while other people who seemingly blow you off do it because they claim you're the "catatlyst" that made them question the ritual of their married life...?
whats true? who cares
whats a line? an excuse? I dont even know any more.
What did I REALLY do to deserve everyone on this earth fucking with my head.
appologies are nice...at least I'm mature enough to give them....unfortunately we live in a "receiving" world....not a "reciprocating" one.
I really *want* to believe that there is good deep down inside everyone, that people dont just think for themselves when they perform an action or say something mean and dumb. but once again my faith is lost in everyone..just when I was starting to get it back. Heroes are for kids, and I'm done my share of worship.
oh and thank you for blocking me on AIM, D.D.
I'm done proving myself to a deaf ear anyway.
In your late thirties you may be, but someday you'll awaken an old man and the only hands up in the air in a club you'll have are those who are hands-up-in-the-air fed up with you.
or at least that highschool was decades ago....
but these days, I never know.
Sometimes I wonder if theres a great big neon sign on my head that says "hey you! This girl hasnt taken enough shit in her life! So bring it on!".
People like to read too much into things. I guess thats what happens when you dont know someone completely. In my case tho people never seem to want to get to know me. I must be repulsive or some shit like that....and by the way, yes that was sarcastic.
people who wanna get in your pants now claim you "need help" because of the childish drama-banter they've started..talk about making a mountain out of a molehill... while other people who seemingly blow you off do it because they claim you're the "catatlyst" that made them question the ritual of their married life...?
whats true? who cares
whats a line? an excuse? I dont even know any more.
What did I REALLY do to deserve everyone on this earth fucking with my head.
appologies are nice...at least I'm mature enough to give them....unfortunately we live in a "receiving" world....not a "reciprocating" one.
I really *want* to believe that there is good deep down inside everyone, that people dont just think for themselves when they perform an action or say something mean and dumb. but once again my faith is lost in everyone..just when I was starting to get it back. Heroes are for kids, and I'm done my share of worship.
oh and thank you for blocking me on AIM, D.D.
I'm done proving myself to a deaf ear anyway.
In your late thirties you may be, but someday you'll awaken an old man and the only hands up in the air in a club you'll have are those who are hands-up-in-the-air fed up with you.
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my faith in humanity seems to rise and fall with the tides as well. is this even an issue for non-aquarians?
hrm. would like to take that test again...