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Tomorrow I go to Mexico (Mexico City to be more precise). I'm friggin scared as fuck of going though! I don't want to die or something. I get to meet Emerson's non-english speaking relatives. Hope it goes well. It'll be cool because Laura and Justin will be going too so we can chill and stuff.

OK, I need to pack and do Laundry and stuff....
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Oi, in about 7 days from now, I will be in Mexico sitting awkwardly in the corner, listening to everyone talk in Spanish. Of course, I'll be with Emerson, so that should be good. He still hasn't taught me how to dance or how to survive in his out-of-country relatives, but I'll figure it out. Later on (while still in Mex.), I will be visiting...
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Well, yesturday my birthday got better. Em came over, so that was good. I got stuff too. I also got laid Yay me! OK, I need to go get ready now.

Today's my birthday. Yay me. I'm all alone, at the moment, except for the dog, the fish, the turtle (Yoda died, now it's just Moses), and the bird. I feel kind of lonely, but I guess that's how birthdays are after you turn 18. The next, and last, big one is 21 and that's two years away. Alright, I'm gonna go keep myself occupied.

Women suck. We're so evil sometimes to everyone and ourselves. OK, not everyone, but most of those that I've met in person are that way.

Justin is such a cool guy and he gets taken advantage of ALL the time. He desperately wants to fall in love with someone and looks EVERYWHERE for ANYONE who might have an interest in him. He's such a cool...
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Dude, I haven't written in a while, so i guess I will.

A friend of mine has been depressing the shit out of me. I know he can't help it and shit and he's depressed and needs help, but I don't want to be around him. At all.

I've been through all that crap and it takes me to a bad place and I never...
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Dude, I haven't written in a while, so i guess I will.

A friend of mine has been depressing the shit out of me. I know he can't help it and shit and he's depressed and needs help, but I don't want to be around him. At all.

I've been through all that crap and it takes me to a bad place and I never...
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I need a job. I need money, which generally requires a job to fix the problem. I want to travel and I want to live in my own apartment or something. Once again, it requires money, which requires a job. This sucks. Why can's we be communists? Stupid capitalism.

I can't sleep. Lately I've been having nightmares that wake me up in the middle of...
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We got a puppy named Katie today. She's a basset-beagle mix and she's something like 3 months old. She's all floppy and cute and we love her.

I need to go to bed now because I've been having bad headaches and am having one now.

Is it possible to be attracted to person without it being one that's a romantic/sexual attraction? Can we just be attracted to a person for the person that they are, not because we want to fuck them?

Justin's a cool guy. I'm attracted to him. Not in a sexual way or a romantic way. I just like being around him. It's weird. I love Emerson,...
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My hands are all bound up so I can type. They hurt like a bitch, but I need to write so whatever. My doctor (who's a pediatrician seeing an 18 1/2 year old by the way) says it's just over use. Except, now, my thumb is hurting HELLA bad, as are my wrists and last two fingers. It hurts my hands to masterbate and shit,...
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