pain959

From the begining to the end

Within the inside, lost never to be found.

The thoughts floating in empty space. This is what I have to say from face to face..

To the end I breathe

To the end I sleep

To the end I weep, pulling myself into deep

Tomorrow comes

Tomorrow runs

Tomorrow shuns, on my life so sorrow

I feel the hate...
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well life today is getting better, as summer comes closer and closer it feels realy great. Im about to go through some major pain in the next month once thats it over with it will be all good, the crazy thing is moving is one thing i hate but that shit is going to be so nice.... there is a true smile on my face....
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This has to be one of the best days that I have had in a really long time. I have felt the sun, I have taken a walk, and I have seen something thats out side of my regular life, all and all I wish that every day could be so compelling to live. I learned something new thats made want to look at more...
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Well this weekend was not so bad, life is doing good on my part, but on the other hand people that you once thought were good i find out that there is a bad sid which shocked the hell out of me, a couple that i know split after 3 years, in my eyes thought would never happen, blind i was to the whole idea,...
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well so far life's been good can't complaine about to much, plain and not to crazy this last week but all and all its good getting ready to move again which sucks but its something that has to be done. That damn snow and cold is comeing back, oh well can't do much about it. I hope that it gets warm soon.

Well today is the big day to see korn and mudvayne and there is going to way more people there that i know then i thought its going to be kick ass time.......

Today was great, woke up at a time that still had daylight out, killed my my eyes just looking at the sky with sun. Cleaned my destroyed apt. finaly, and the best part of this day was it was warm not fucking cold. it felt good today not to have to sleep all day.

It seems like day to day i feel lost trying to find that place that makes me whole, searching still it leaves me empty and full of pain, i think that every thing will get better but it all just feels the same.

I do the same thing night after night, i feel so gone from myself, im glad that its not bad but damn...
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