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Well today is July 2nd The day I knew would come. Normally I'd call her up and sing Happy Birthday to her and then we'd meet or I'd pick her up take her to a nice lunch maybe dinner. Treat her to a movie or a ballgame or something. Even take her and the kids swimming if I had a pool
I will fight and fight not to call or text or to even get emotional today cuz today is really the day I get to realize how much I'm no longer her friend. Because I made that choice, because she made that choice. And I have to live with that. So if I seem emotional on this blog you'll have to excuse me ha ha. I'll try and be the same dipshit I always am, I just had to vent

My stupid phone just rang and said