pabloeldiablo

So I am dating this new girl and she is a great person. When I am with her she makes me forget the awful things that have happened recently. Honestly...this is bugging me..there is something about her that drives me absolutely crazy. It really is not a bad thing but damn there is something about this woman lol. Hopefully I will be able to figure it out in time. So maybe things are finally starting to turn around for me. The only thing that is holding me back now is my ex. She wont leave me alone. She says she still wants me in her life. She is blaming my friends for as she said "brain washing" me. Sorry but I only care about what people think to a certain point. When it comes down to it I will always follow my heart regardless of what others think. The ex likes to say that I am not being fair...fair...yeah shes right.I offered to help her out in her tight financial situation. Even if it ment that I have to stay at my fathers house a few more weeks I would have easily given her $500 on the spot with out asking any questions. I really dont understand her. Now that she knows she cannot have me back she is trying so hard to keep me. Oh well. I think I will continue to focus on this new beautiful woman and just hope everything will work out for the best.