Shit got real all the sudden

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Here I go. Same thing I did in my home state, Alaska. I have earned my place at the top of the "people's court". For lack of a better word for it. Sitting with people of real power, not just at the table of one people's either. Though I am focusing on one table at a time. My actions, my use of knowledge, my personal...
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outeryou:
Through this life experience I have gained a.real friend. I need to consider that. It wasn't really my intent and it is very good. And.it also put more value on the situation.  I must be more careful. I must take steps to not bring dRama from one side to and another. If the end result ends in violence, I have to take responsibility for that.  If I can see, and it is seen, that I made a mistake leading to the violence, then I must answer for that and help defend.

Here again

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I happy now. I got an interview at a job. Seems promising. I have been at this point before though. People give me there word that they will hire me, then they put me off, week after week. Wasting my time on. At least an interview is not a promise of a job. I still have to earn the job by talking through the interview....
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Not my style

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Waiting... waiting... and waiting... I am not a patient guy to begin with. But to sit in line, starving, that makes it not even worth eating at that restaurant. Sure I could have went in. But then I would have ate to much and had no leftovers, and I like left overs.

When the line finally cleared and I got to the intercom, I order...
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outeryou:
Maybe I just won't try to stay on schedule. Maybe I will just have to stop trying to work and eat at the same time. Not because I can't handle it because i can, but becauseTHE PEOPLE DONT SEEM TO WANT ME TO HANDLE IT. Oh well though, I just won't tip the crew. Nothing personal but this guy has a plan and if I can't eat when i need to, so i can work too, then i will just have to quit one of the two. Ooh what to do. What to do?

Wtf...

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Of all the things to be. A group that's suppose to at least protect each other from the police, from getting ripped off, from getting stole from, protection frome SOMETHING. As i tried to be friendly with the people. Think about things alittle deeper.. The cops were brought to the spot.

Snitched on from with in. How could I have allowed this happen to me?...
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outeryou:
I got better with that convo I had with myself last night. They showed that they are still the same. Well, I didn't like cops before. That has not changed. Still I respect them, after all, I am still free after
outeryou:
I got better with that convo I had with myself last night. They showed that they are still the same. Well, I didn't like cops before. That has not changed. Still I respect them, after all, I am still free after

Wednesday

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Tuesday, September 11

I will show a waiting attitude.—Mic. 7:7.

Communication

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gos·sip
ˈɡäsəp/
noun
  1. 1.
    casual or unconstrained conversation or reports about other people, typically involving details that are not confirmed as being true.
    "he became the subject of much local gossip"
    synonyms: rumor(s), tittle-tattle, whispers, canards, tidbits; More
  2. whis·per
    ˈ(h)wispər/
    verb
    3rd person present: whispers
    1. 1.
      speak very softly using one's breath without one's vocal cords, especially for the sake of privacy.
      "Alison was whispering...
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outeryou:
I like to communicate. But when what's being said doesn't feel right. What then? Don't wanna fight. Don't want any part of the talk either.  I don't think most of it means anything. Yet some how, my life is effected negatively... odd sense of reality. No conspiracy, just very strange...

Let's see...

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I started my personal path of discovery and understanding, and it led to ways to control myself, my desires, my addictions, what stops me and gets me going in life. 7 was my mark. 7 years of solitude. What makes a person want things in life? A car, a house, a family. I dunno, maybe I have grown colder then originally intended. But this heartlessness...
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outeryou:
It's not that I take life to seriously, it's just that life is atm and has been for a minute, a little serious. I have to take life seriously sometime...

"This weekend"

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The day that never comes---Metallica

Faith I have in people forces me to exercise a lot of patience. Because I have to wait and see what will happen. I suppose one could have to much faith in people. This town is much different then where I grew up. I have been here, going on 6 years now, still I am amazed at how different things...
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outeryou:
Either way I still gotta pay rent
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