Damn. I been fighting for so long. I'm not even sure what to do. I control my addiction now. I have accomplished a lot of my personal goals, enough to relax and have a little fun anyways. I work day labor. Fuck 4-5 every morning. Earns me mines every day.
Seems to me the people recognize now. They fucking better. Cause my terms are met. I am not fighting anymore. I defend a lot though. I have my blinders on. Isolate my self for success. Yet, i am not alone, wether i know it or not. I talk to the people and they have accepted my plan. Now i need to prove that i can do it.
It feels great to not have to battle anymore. Everyone sees me, hears me, and believes me. This also means the spotlight is on me. I tell them, dont judge me just wait and see. I missed one thing today, i didnt get, my food card going. Psh, reasonably responsible is aĺl im after. I have food anyways...
