I am moving far out of my comfort zone. I am exploring different sides of my self i always felt were there, but i never felt i had to share. i realize now that if i am going to be a better person, i can not do this alone. i am not sure if i am talking about friendship, companionship, or kinship or whatever. i am talking about about... I am talking about SG. I have never been rejected here. i have had to fight for my right to speak yeah lol i do say a lot of shit lol but there are people out there that actually, maybe respect what i am doing. these are amazing feelings. i never thought i could come this far. now i know i am way behind, but the fact remains, what i am getting is mine and the world knows it. therefore i want to give what i have earned to the world. girl or no girl.
What do i have? i have what everyone else has, i just do more then average i see. now i could go to hollywood and all that pish posh. but nah, i'm good right here. i dunno what i am going to do. i may even disappear i am not sure. these feelings, emotions, skills, traits that i have earned, they are life changing for me. I wish for nothing more then to be the best man i can be with the treasures i have found...
