outeryou

Trying to help this man. I know that i should only because of the guidance i have received in life. It tells me that it is better to help others then to turn away. I have ALWAYS felt this. since my first memory, about 7-8 years old, that is when i first noticed that i was putting others ahead of myself. i started thinking back then, "why is this, this makes no sense". as time went on i read parts of the bible and it makes sense why i was so, "self-sacrificial" for lack of a better word, but how i was doing the helping thing was not right. because though i would bring people up, i never seen it through to the end. thus i turned away when i got scared because they were dependent on me. this scares me even right now. i realize i have learned much more then i should know right now, lol or whatever lol. i also know that my favorite super hero says it best, "with great power, comes great responsibility". seems how i am currently being "reasonably responsible", i think i may be able to get a grasp on this whole thing. i certainly will not give up. though i am not doing this for anyone, i am doing this for EVERYONE, because with the gifts i learn, the gift we all learn, i can learn how to show the world all of it's hidden treasures.